it starts today
It’s time to hold myself accountable to something or someone, and I need somewhere to vent my frustrations. Being the fat friend surrounded by ladies who wear size 0 jeans is honestly the most disheartening feeling in the world. I love my friends but it’s so hard to get them to understand what it feels like to be me. They get mad when I change my mind about my outfit a million times, or when I won’t do things like ride the bull at a country bar. I just need a place where I can talk to people who get it, and who are on the same journey as me. Whenever I try to lose weight I feel like I just get thwarted by their ability to eat whatever they want and stay thin. It’s just hard.
CW: 198lbs
GW: 125lbs













