ive been focusing on the negative things way more than on the positive things so i thought i could try to write the good things down. i feel like i could do this in a journal but opening tumblr while in bed is way easier, so, here we go
managed to approach a topic that bothers me in therapy today. talking about feelings and stuff is still hard, especially in person especially in my native language... but we got somewhere!! woo!!
afterwards i went shopping!! i havent bought myself clothes in such a long time bc of the pandemic... but now i have a cool cardigan w a shirt to go with it, new earrings my beloved and also like a hair product ive been meaning to buy for a month and a half??
then i told my mom im thinking of getting a new jacket and she just. bought one for me??? also some pants i wanted to get to wear at home??? i asked her to order them for me bc she has an account on that website and she was like "ok, this is on us but you go buy yourself an umbrella" (i just kind of dont care if it rains on me but like.... ok?)
so yeah then i did more shopping online, i got a matching umbrella??? and also a cable that i needed (couldnt find it irl) and two organisers (one for pens and stuff, another for like... earrings and pins)
idk ive been feeling Dissatisfied w my life and one of the easier things to change is to dress more the way you like.... ive been just kinda wearing whatever lately, so that all felt very nice?? maybe during the weekend ill go through my closet and sort everything or something
also ive been getting really into this anime and i kinda got back into a podcast. the podcast helped me start doing things in the morning so :D new way to stay focused on making breakfast ig
the parcel from my aunt has arrivedddd im gonna go pick it up
hopefully i will be Finished with one annoying task... need to get a paper signed by a prof and its kind of a hassle (plus its overdue) BUT im getting some fucking results
have an irl class for once (HOPEFULLY PLS DONT FUCK THIS UP FOR ME) so im gonna wear a cool outfit, maybe even paint my nails if i have the time
gonna cook smth nice... idk what yet tbh but making food always makes me feel good
oh yeah also ive a postcard to send, thats nice! this ones going to france
dunno if ill actually do this tomorrow but i got some ideas of how to decorate my study space so this is like a future nice thing :D
might meet up with a friend??? most likely will have to cancel bc things came up but maybe maybe maybe....
okay gamers this is all from me for now, good night