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me: wait shit nick it's passover. have you been eating... whatever it is you're not supposed to be eating? leavened bread or whatever?
nick: uh
me: ...
nick: w-well...
me: i will take that as a yes.
nick: have you ever even h-had matza? because it is. n-not good.
"why does nick get to be happy?"
"do you think it's possible to love someone second hand? to love someone you've never met?"
i shrug. my head hurts. maybe. that's a pretty romantic idea, loving someone you've never met. someone you never can meet.
nick walks into the room right then. he sits on the edge of the bed, and then flops down on his back. lune shifts next to me uncomfortably.
have you apologized to barry yet?
"n-no," he whines. "i'm s-so stupid."
"yeah, you are."
lune.
"what was that?"
nick.
"i said you're stupid. you're a goddamn idiot, you know that?" he gets up on his knees and moves towards nick across the bed. he shoves his hands in his pockets and leans over his counterpart's head, gritting his teeth. "why do you get barry?"
lune. quit it.
"what are you t-talking about?"
lune looks like he wants to choke nick, or maybe himself. he clenches his jaw. "nothing, i'm talking about nothing."
he gets up and walks downstairs, like it's really nothing.
nick: [sighs heavily]
me: what's wrong with you...
nick: i love b-barry so much.............
me: you're disgusting
nick: you know wh-what i've always wondered
lune: what
nick: h-how can i like m-my barry so much, and you l-like your barry a good enough amount... h-how does lunick n-not like damion?
lune: huh... well! lunick is a lot more of a hardass than us, heh... [leans in kinda close to nick and lowers his voice] also, damion sounds a lot more annoying than barry or... uh, barry. or at least the way lunick describes him!
nick: b-but lunick t-talks that way about everyone at lpa...
nick: [whining noises]
me: no you are not starting this shit again
me: i'm not gonna deal with this crap you should jsut fucking call him or something
nick: i lovvEEe ehimMmm s-SSoo m-muCh
me: get out you are not allowed to sleep in here
nick: barry
me: gold isn't even online shut the fuck up
nick: barry
me: yoU ARE ACTING LIKE A 5 YEAR OLd
nick:
me:
nick: b-barry
nick: you!
me: what!
nick: yoU!! B-BARELY TALKED TO G-GOLD AT ALL TODAY... S-SO I DIDN'T... GET TO TALK TO B-BARRY...
me: oh my fucking god cry me a river [i shouldn't say that bc he actually might]
nick: [whines]
me: you can wait one day
nick: [whines louder]
nick: barry
me: what
nick: i want to t-tell barry i love him
me: he'll be here tomorrow, can't you wait that long--
nick: no
me: uh
nick: i m-MISS BArrY [curls up into a ball on the bed]
