#nicospiconomore

[nicospico]

This was all just a dream my dear

[nicospico]

It was all a dream

[nicospico]

Today he calls and only to ask if there is something I need to tell him? There is absolutely nothing for me to report to him.

1. I am not a child

2. It’s obvious shits happening that I am unaware of. I’d like to keep it that way.

I’ve deleted everything but Instagram. I am no longer available! I can NOT let him use me. He won’t speak to me correctly but wants to be spoken to correctly. That isn’t love- it’s control. I will survive this pain and betrayal Nico.

[nicospico]

I love you like no one else can love you. I see you for who you are and chose to be there. Chose to love. Chose to give. All choices one makes when they love. All I wanted to be responsible for was that smile of yours. Devastated that this is what love is.

[nicospico]

I wonder what wish you made? Did you get away with it?

[nicospico]

There was no love there. I loved you to only find out that you NEVER LOVED ME

[nicospico]

I just loved you. Thats all I needed in return. 

[nicospico]

I was the Queen of Hearts & You were the Ace of Spades