#night terror.

[jamjamscomic]

Episode 3

“Espers”

This one I made while thinking up the colors for Virgo and the other espers in the comic espers are made of vox. But yeah this is the 3rd episode  Also I don't understand websites please forgive the bad Format of the blog thing.

[nvght-terrors]

What would I even do if I did find you?

If I found you and I had you within my reach would I move in for the kill?

Would I watch as your eyes go lifeless? Would I laugh?

My life is going so well. I'm getting married to the love of my life, I have friends that love me deeply and I love them in return. I'm seeing my future pan out and for once it doesn't look bleak anymore. It's full of life and promises. It's a wedding and domestic trips to Walmart at 4 in the morning over toilet paper. It's watching my career continue to flourish and grow. It's Ricky's hand in mine forever.

Why can't I let this go? I could forgive you for what happened and what you did. I could forgive you for taking her away. I made a promise that I'd find you but...

You've found me.

I could easily delete the unknown number text because maybe it's a wrong number and I'm just being paranoid. I get texts from wrong people all the time because somebody has a slightly different number from my own.

But the pictures. You can't fake those.

It's the first time I've seen her face in years and my heart feels so deeply fucking hollow. I feel guilt in my chest because I couldn't love her enough because I was in love with someone else but a part of me still went with her when she died.

I understand how delicate this situation is. I could easily send back that you have the wrong number and this whole thing could go back in the box where it belongs.

If I find you, I'll kill you before you kill me.

I promise.