#nightmare posts

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merry xmas

I DIDN'T SEE THIS UNTIL NOW BUT OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS GORGEOUS THANK YOU ILY /P

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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nightmare post #2 :[

i had a dream involving my exomemories. it's been a while since i've, like, dreamt about any of that stuff

of course it was just a dream, so a lot of the memory itself was quite jumbled, but the general themes were still in place

it was a job. if i remember correctly, formaggio and illuso were right there with me. we were in communications with ghiaccio and prosciutto during this mission. i was still learning how babyface worked, so this job in particular wasn't supposed to be that difficult.

the mission itself is already a blur since waking up. while attempting to use babyface when i really needed her, i somehow managed to mess it up and i somehow replaced myself into a different person? but it was uncanny and the disguise wouldn't work. i didn't know how to undo it either and we were short on time, so i just had to run with it.

the opposing stand user we were meant to off caught on incredibly quickly, because, who's date shows up looking like that? there were even square shaped outlines in my skin, so it made perfect sense why he caught on so quickly. his stand had something to do with bees or bugs of some type. their buzzing and crawling went up and down my arms in a hurry, catching formaggio and illuso off guard and them immediately making a plan to get me out of the cloud of insects. they didn't hurt me much, it was just meer biting and jabbing. i was lucky that my teammates didn't leave me to just die from this, because what an embarrassing way to go out (as if the snake bite wasn't embarrassing enough...)

then again, they probably just tried making themselves look good for risotto, and a part of that included keeping me alive after the mission

anyways, like i said this was all mostly a jumbled up exomem because that's just how dreams typically work. obviously not all the time but in this instance, all of the themes were there but the memory itself wasn't fully correct. i woke up before i knew what was going to happen next, and it wouldn't have mattered anyway

just, you know, not a huge fan of the whole "insects crawling on me" thing. let's never do that again

[purple-puter]

nightmare #1

that was a horrible fucking nightmare what the fuck was that.

(below is my nightmare in detail. it contains racist hate crimes, violence, stuff like that. it is a nightmare after all, but i wanted to write it down)

i was with risotto. for some reason we were in a movie theater when suddenly the film we were watching went a direction i wasn't expecting - it began showcasing a racial hate crime, and i started to lose it during the scene. so much so i excused myself to the bathroom. i hid myself in there, in one of the empty stalls, simply crying to myself. i then heard the door to the restrooms open and a group of people walked in, all from the same theater room, and they were laughing about the films scene. they were saying that the person deserved to get hate crimed and spoke about how they would have done worse. i'm a person of color, so i lift my legs up to hide my skin in case they saw me from under the stall, but i was breathing too hard from crying and i couldn't hold it back that they became curious and started teasing me through the door. i think one of them saw me through the cracks and after spotting i was brown, they crawled under the stall to unlock the door for the others so they could properly harass me. they start pulling my hair, someone's hands was around my throat and told the others i would make a great trophy. just all around being Horrible human beings. i was strong enough to fight back. i managed to lunge at one of them and started beating her head into the ground. I didn't want to kill her. i didn't kill her. right when her friends attempted to pull me off, i kicked myself away and bolted out of the bathroom to return to risotto. he was confused and concerned for me, but he didn't make an effort to come after me when i initially broke down. i think he wanted to give me space to calm down. i was sobbing even harder, and the entire theater was disrupted because of me, and i was trying to tell Risotto what happened, but i got cut off when the same group of people came up behind me and said loudly to the whole theater that i was a criminal and i acted like an animal. that i was trigger happy to fight due to the film and was reactionary when they entered the bathroom and that it was all my fault, and tried proving it by the blood on the one persons head. risotto didn't believe them, but the entire theater did, and risotto and i had to find an escape from the theater and had to attempt to evade the cops and angry, racist mob.

i rate this dream a -10/10 fuck that noise

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Here's my daily almost 3am gacha design post‼️/j

Skeleton Reaper's scythe got cropped out of the image 💔💔💔

I have such fond memories of this silly guy (although very few memories, mainly of like,, right after the apple incident and random encounters in the centuries after but yk)

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Human Ink is objectively just cooler than skeleton Ink in my multiverse

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@passive-nightmaresans

I'M CRYING IT LOOKS LIKE HE BROKE HIS SPINE

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I'M SCREAMING THIS ONE IS EVEN MORE CHAOTIC

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