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IM BACK BITCHES

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i need more ppl to talk to on here

if anyone ever wants to talk about anything you should message me i have no life

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so i think its about time i tell this story. back in high school i dated this ultimate scumbag, like i didn’t know it at the time but he went on to ruin my junior and senior year by spreading a bunch of shit about me and like just a lot of shit that isnt the point of this story. anyways after he cheated on me with his “bestfriend” and i found out and he broke up with me(i was dumb and willing to give him a second chance), things were pretty heated. it was well known that we couldn’t stand each other, my reason being heartbreak and his being the fact that he was literally satan?? anyways one day i was talking mad shit about him to a friend cause of something he did, and the next period i was called down to the office. apparently while we were in school someone broke the fucking back windshield thingy of his car, like just fucking smashed it in!!!?? and so the faculty kinda knew what was going on between us and obviously suspected me, even though i was in class while it happened and they knew that before they even called me down? anyways no one ever found out who it was and i still think about it 4 years later, like who did it? was it just some happy coincidence? karma? do i have a guardian angel? i will literally never know and it legit keeps me up at night sometimes. but thank u lovely stranger i love u for what u did 

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so, does anyone have a nice collection of the solo beatles music they could share with me through mega or something? Preferably the John albums. I’m trying to build up a master collection of all the beatles albums plus the solo ones. I have all the beatles but hardly any solo. I could really use some help cause I’m too poor to actually buy them probably ever

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when did writing 7 page papers 3 hours before it’s due become a specialty of mine? how have i sunk so low?

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so for some reason today my anxiety has just been through the roof, to the point i keep dropping everything cause i’m shaking so much and its hard to breathe and i wish i could just stay in tonight but thursdays are so busy for me i can’t just stay in i have to go out and get a bunch of shit done and work until basically two in the morning and i just

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1, 16, 75, 39, 80

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

Well it was my mom so I sure hope so. :P

16. Are you going out of town soon?

If you consider Thanksgiving soon, then yeah! I get to go home for a that week! 

75. Did you wake up cranky?

Yeah, I only got 3 hours of sleep so I’ve been pretty cranky all day tbh

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

No

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

I have to run my program for the boys and girls club, so that’s pretty exciting!

Thanks so much for asking! <3

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Hey guys, I'm gonna start using my twitter again so for some quality content y'all should go follow @nirvanaisclose!