#nish talks

[nishloves]

been writing a 15k+ gojo satoru fanfic, would anyone like to read it?

[ivedugathousandgraves]

I am both equally excited and terrified about Addison coming back.

Like they’re gonna ruin all my head canons, I just know it.

[northuldraa]

it’s really bothering me that people are really critical of elsa’s behaviour esp in F2 and calling her manipulative, toxic etc. i’m not saying that she didn’t do harmful things to anna, bc she did, but what is with people acting like only anna had a difficult time growing up and is the only one with trauma from that??? and that anna is some perfect angel girl who can do no wrong? like are we watching the same franchise???

elsa cared about anna so much that accidentally hurting her - and their parents’ subsequent and shitty reaction to that - literally made her hate herself to the core. elsa was traumatised by that event alone, enough to make her want to self-isolate for years and years. is that shitty for anna? absolutely. but it doesn’t make anna the only victim.

i feel really strongly about this because these movies are really personal to me. the dynamic that the arendelle sisters have is very similar to the one that my girlfriend and i have had. well she was just my best friend when frozen came out but the whole reason i fell in love w the movie was bc it was like watching us. i know what it’s like to be anna, to be the one that is shut out and craves love and wants to be let in. and because of that i am also critical of anna the same way im critical of myself.

sometime anna pushes too hard. her being shut out for all those years and her desire to always be close to elsa is valid but isn’t an excuse for how tightly she tries to hold onto elsa to the point where elsa sometimes feels smothered.

elsa was made to feel like who she is is wrong and a monster, encouraged to shut herself away by her own parents. she had never had the chance to do something as simple as act on her own instincts, have full agency over her own body. so when she finally feels like something is calling to her that will let her find her true self that has been denied to her for so long, she is desperate to seek it at all cost. how is that seen as unfair while anna’s desperate desire for her sister’s closeness and companionship is totally fair and valid??? they are both the result of trauma. i don’t understand why one gets pitted over the other, why one is okay and good and deserves to be fulfilled while the other is selfish and cruel.

i get that it’s frustrating having elsa get most of the screentime and attention. and i’m not gonna defend the writing in F2. but i think some people are way too hard on elsa. you wanna root for the underdog so much you end up invalidating another character’s trauma in the process. that doesn’t seem fair to me. i love the arendelle sisters equally and it genuinely hurts me to see anyone saying that either of them are a bad sister.

[nrthuldraa]

hello everyone !! i hope you’re all having a nice weekend. i’ve been thinking and it seems like this blog is really taking off - however this is actually a secondary blog, and i would really like to be able to function as a primary.

therefore i will be moving this blog to the new and improved:

northuldraa.tumblr.com

please follow me there !! this blog will no longer be active

[nishloves]

how long would i date svt members!

idea from @/rubyreduji (if you don't know him you should <3) (yes im being delulu <///3)

seungcheol - probably solid 3 months; we broke up coz we both are too busy to actually pay any attention to each other and he could do so much more better <33

jeonghan - a month; we both are gonna love each other and then realise we are probably better off as best friends lmao

joshua - 3 months too; idk, my gut feeling <//3

jun - 4 years; we slowly fell out of love :(((

hoshi - either 10 months or 10 years; either we both are gonna get tired of each other in around a year or never <3

wonwoo - a month; we realise we are kinda incompatible lol <//3 we broke up on good terms

woozi - a week or eleven years; if we get over the starting awkward phase there's no stopping us <3

minghao - 8 years; we are visiting a lot of art museums and doing loads of paintings ( i almost can't see us breaking up lol)

mingyu - eleven months; we broke up just before valentine's day :DD

dokyeom - seven years; very fluffy i don't think we break up at all (until he freaked out because of my temper or breakdown)

seungkwan - i don't think we gonna break up lol, he's gonna love me (if we progress from friends to lovers lol) <3

vernon - 18 years; we are too emotionally invested in each other to break up

dino - a year; would be the prettiest year, full of dates, fluff and passion. I can see him pouring his heart out for dates, we slowly realise it wasn't working out and are both heartbroken for months <//3 then maybe get back together

[nishloves]

after crying- bawling my eyes out at seventeen's mama daesang speech, i am finally here. having stanned bts since 2018, my expectations from groups have always been very high (considering that i fell out of bts too in 2021-22) bts will always have that special place in my heart- a haven preserved only for them. but seventeen, seventeen is different on so many levels- if bts introduced me to kpop, svt helped me to stay in it; if bts helped me to love myself, svt gave me that drive to move forward. i would have been totally out of kpop scene if i hadn't discovered seventeen during that HOT era.

i had honestly tried- tried stanning many groups but no one resonated like seventeen- and it was probably because how similar their and bts's situation was and how easy it was for me to see their genuineness, to fall in love with them.

they finally won a MAMA, they finally fulfilled one of their dreams and i can't help but wish for them even more- to support the boys so much that they are yet again able to taste the sweet apple of success like they deserve to.

their win made people cry, and not just them and carats, but actual artists who are supposed to be neutral, who are supposed to be their competitors, who might not be their fans- but they cried, they cried because they saw a deserving group (a group which should have already bagged a daesang years ago) win, they saw a genuine group of real idols win, they saw amazing and the most down to earth artists win. and when you do something good in your life (even if your family or friends don't support it) you are bound to an applause, you will make people stir, you are due to respect and the vast majority of earth (who know about your deeds and hardwork) will support you.

if i could only move people like seventeen does, if my life brings happy tears to someone- i will consider my life fulfilled, i know they don't think that highly of themselves- any sane human really can't put themselves on such a high pedestal but- i hope they realise, just how many people they regularly motivate to get up, to have something to be happy for; just how they have proved that if you work hard- you're bound to succeed.

thank you sebongies- just plain, thank you. and well done for working so hard.

[nishloves]

hiatus probably ?

hi there! as you all know that i am on semi-hiatus (kind of not because i'm still spending like 30 minutes equivalent here-), there are chances that i will be on hiatus starting first week of december. my very important exams are approaching and will be held in a matter of months and i honestly feel very underprepared. i'll be back, i will occasionally post/write (i promise). but all in all, i'll not be as much active as i've been over here, at least for a few months at that. (i might shit/rant post but my queued srbs might be the only posts here for a while ))): ) and my total hiatus will start from 2nd week of jan probably? i love you all and i sincerely WANT you all to take care of yourselves. thank you so much for all the 350 followers, for all the notes, for all the silly comments and amazing reblogs, they have repeatedly made my day in these past few months i've been active here (may 2023?); its amazing honestly.

(to my moots; i will miss you all sm, even if we haven't interacted in a while or if our interactions have been limited to tag games, please still know that i adore you and would love LOVE to talk to you again after i return.)

so hehe, take care of yourselves &lt;3

[nishloves]

guys, i just realised that "childe" is tartaglia's title. like, "the doctor" is the title of dottore-

childe's name is not childe. it is tartaglia.

or was i just too dumb?