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OK THIS IS THE CUTEST THING EVER

SO I WAS AT HOME WAITING FOR MY BOYFRIEND TO CALL ME BC WE’RE LONG DISTANCE AND HE’S IN THE ARMY AND GOES TO SCHOOL 5 HOURS AWAY OK AND I PICK UP THE PHONE AND HE GOES “HEY BABY WHATS UP?” AND IM LIKE “JUST CHILLIN SORTIN THRU CLOTHES” AND HE GOES “NICE BABE BUT I HAVE A QUESTION.” IM LIKE YA HE GOES “IM JUST WONDERING WHY THERE IS SUCH A DEVILISHLY HANDSOME GUY STANDING OUTSIDE YOUR HOUSE RIGHT NOW?” I WAS LIKE WAIT WHAT AND I FUCKING SPRINTED DOWN THE STAIRS AND BURST OUT THE DOOR AND HE WAS STANDING IN MY DRIVEWAY IN HIS MILITARY UNIFORM AND I RAN AND JUMPED INTO HIS ARMS AND CRIED AND IM REALLY HAPPY

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Questions

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? I believe so

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Lol I am 18 so yea

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Like yesterday probs

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Of course!

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? YEPx5

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? No i was out cold from anesthesia half the day so i didnt really get to hear much:)

7. What exactly are you wearing right now? A scarlet porsche club oversized pullover and grey sweats and my pad bc im bleeding from my uterus

8. How often do you listen to music? !!!????!

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Lawl

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015? ITS ALREADY ALMOST 2016 HOW OLD IZ DIS SHIT but ya

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Who am i

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? ADAM BAE❤️ also that kid from georgetown lol goodtimes & his name was alex we hooked up under the stars at camp over a year ago in a frickin horse clearing wat

13. What about ‘R’? I kissed myself a few times idk

14. When was the last time you cried? When i had a flashback on tuesday afternoon and my mom walked in and found me with the knife and got really upset and it was bad

15. Have you ever told someone you loved them? All the time

16. If you could change your eye color, would you? No

17. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? Yes

18. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. I got my wisdom teeth removed and it rly hurts and im really FUCKING NAUSEOUS

19. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? HELL YEA IT IS

20. Are you dating the last person you talked to? no that would be my brother and i am not incestuous

21. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? My boyfriend and my best friends

22. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Daddy

23. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? Yes a lot and I legit have a half full handle of straight vodka sitting out on my chair and my mom is just like pretending it doesnt exist??? Legit she picked up my bowl the other day, said “whats this thing?” Sniffed it. Said “EWWW!” And put it down and then carried on with normal convo. Who is my mom

24. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yes Adam and Brenna and like a lot of ppl so that’s nice

25. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Adam lol

26. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? Yah but his real name be fuckboi

27. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? Dear god yes

28. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? Lets put it this way!!!!!! I have PTSD now

29. Anyone you’re giving up on? I dont give up

30. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Go to a wake

31. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? Ugh yeah he’s a military policeman he is one of the most protective people of me ive ever seen

32. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? No because there’s some things that I just can’t seem to tell no matter how hard I try. Not even out loud to myself

33. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? No i would probably punch him actually

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I JUST FINISHED GOSSIP GIRL PLEASE SEND HELP PLEASE I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF IS THERE ANYBODY OUT THERE WHO CAN HELP ME OH MY GOD

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Rules of ghost hunting: -do not venture off alone. -strength in numbers. Stick close to one another -if you feel something on you, pray -do not disrespect the graves. Walk around them -do not close your eyes. -avoid the mausoleums. -when driving in to the graveyard, lock all doors and shut all windows. -wait until it is safe to get out of the car -no swearing. -stay CALM. the more scared you allow yourself to get, the more vulnerable you become to the ghosts... And anything else that may be lurking nearby. So last night around 1am I decided to join my boyfriend and a group of our friends on an adventure in the cemetery. We had one guy who was like the leader for us because he can see ghosts and help tell us what areas are safe or not. At one point my boyfriend left to go on the grass to investigate some stuff. I didn't want to disrespect the graves so I stayed on the pavement with our friend jon. I looked to my left and saw a dark figure no more than 10 feet away from us. So I said "jon what is that" and he said "i see it too." Wind chimes started to play even though there was no wind and the air was dead. 10 seconds later wind picked up, and that's when the figure started to advance towards us. Jon and I grabbed hands and started fuckin running and i was going "ADAM ADAM" and he was running towards us leaving the grass goin "FUCK JON" and then he started yelling for our leader who just said "guys move" and the he started counting. "One.. Two... Three... Four... Five... Six... Seven... Eight." Eight ghosts surrounding us. Thats when I felt it, a tingling in the back of my neck. And then something heavy, pulling in my legs, and in my back, and something touching my face. And that's when we got out of there. Half of our group went to the other side of the graveyard, the bad side. I went back to the house with my boyfriend and jon. When the others came back they said they saw a demon. Our leader guy said they're the top of the food chain and can shapeshift into anything. What the kid who claimed to have seen it saw was a 9, 10 foot black mass towering over the mausoleum he was standing in front of. At first he thought it was a shadow from a flagpole, but then he realized that there was no flagpole, no tree around and that the mass had taken the shape of a human body. A 9 foot human body. Our leader guy told him to get away so they ran, and eventually had to tell another ghost to leave them alone, because our leader knew it was bad since it looked like a man but he had no eyes. If you ever go for a graveyard adventure, be calm, respectful, and just know what you're doing. You don't wanna get fucked and bring something back with you that you didn't go in with.

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My baby came home. Half a year we were separated but somehow things seem to feel better now. Last night was fun as shit and completely spontaneous. We went bowling and tried to cheat the game so many times. Then we wanted to go swimming so we made a stop by the boathouse, found everyone there, gave our greetings and goodbyes and headed over the the river entrance across the soccer field. I waded in in nothing but my bikini top and pink thong with him following behind me.. Until a maintenance truck driver making his rounds came and found us. My boyfriend yelled for me to grab my clothes and run and oh fuck did I run my bare naked ass to my car hahah. He jumped in the passenger and we took off to his dad's house where we climbed in the hot tub with a few lime bud lights and just talked for hours. Eventually it started to rain, so we got back in the car and headed home to his mom's to fall asleep for the night in each other's arms. And in the morning he turned the light on and gasped saying, "I didn't know I was sleeping next to a MODEL!" And jumped back down to the bed to kiss me awake.

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Ugh ugh ugh he added me on skype for when he's in Europe i didn't think this would actually happen to us

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Lowkey tryin not to hurl from nerves rn

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So we met in a field and lay down to look at the stars. We ended up talking for three hours about everything I have always wanted to talk about. It was incredibly carefree and beautiful. The lights were a dim orange on the playground while we went on the swings and kept talking and listening to that deeper kind of music that finds your soul.