Jaime + Rain, and/or Hanin + Heat? :)
Jaime + Rain! (I may or may not have borrowed Traesa for this >.>)
Cold. Wet. A dull ache, akin to a memory that lurked somewhere in the subconscious, causing subtle pain when it was least expected.
Jaime sighed gently, feeling his own lungs deflate as each droplet landed upon his upturned face. Eyes open, he stared at the sky. At the clouds that loomed and threatened. He was growing rather tired of that. Being threatened.
“What in the Creator’s bloody name are you doing?”
He didn’t jump. He barely heard the voice, but what little part of him registered it screamed at him to acknowledge. To turn, and meet its owner. To give her a smile as bright and beautiful as she was, and nothing less. That had been the promise he had made to himself the day he realised they were actually something. Something more than two people reaching out and finding no purchase. He had promised he would never offer her anything less than she deserved, and in his eyes, she deserved the world.
But he couldn’t give her that.
As she walked towards him, her dark brows pulled as tight as her hood around her head, he realised he couldn’t even stop her from being rained on.
“Sorry.” he murmured softly, his eyes once again drifting away. Looking up. At nothing, in particular. The clouds made no shapes. They were just a blanket. One that looked richer and warmer than it really was. Jaime couldn’t help but feel like he was staring into a mirror, rather than the sky.
“Well if you’re sorry, you could at least try to show it.” Traesa reached his side, her words cutting to the untrained ear. But not cold. If anything, they bore upon them a question that she had left unspoken. Jaime knew what it was.
He reached across, his hand folding gingerly over the rounded end of his left arm, fingertips brushing the soaked fabric aimlessly. Tiredly. He was so tired.
“I know.” he replied plainly, wishing he could at least chuckle. Make light. But it all just felt too hard. Pointless. Maker, everything he’d ever done… had it really achieved anything?
Jaime glanced across, his blue eyes coming to rest on the top of Traesa’s head. She barely made it to his chin. The perfect height to hold, and press his lips to her raven hair. To whisper I love you’s into as they lay side by side like petals lost between two soft sheets. He swallowed. He felt ridiculous, all of a sudden. One armed, his hair stuck flat to his head, his clothes soaked through. Finally, he looked as pathetic as he felt. The Inquisitor - failure of Thedas. The man who stopped one threat, and unknowingly bore another to the very thing he needed to tear the world to shreds. Jaime swallowed. His lungs felt dry.
“What do we do now?” He hated himself for asking. For placing that burden on her, of all people. For being the one everyone looked to, and having nothing to offer beyond self-loathing and a sense of impossible dread. The question came out almost like a whimper, and he clamped his jaw shut. Refused to speak again. Not like that.
Traesa was silent for a time, just standing quietly beside him. Like a sentinel - vigilant and stoic, as though she were made of the finest stone. Carved to perfection. Then, he felt a pressure on his arm. Her hand. It curved around his bicep, nestling in the crook of his elbow. It fit perfectly.
“We pull ourselves together, find Solas, and if he won’t back down, we will make him wish he had never woken up.” she declared slowly, each word calculated and menacing. If Solas could hear her, Jaime hoped he was afraid. He should be. Jaime’s half-arm moved; twitched towards Traesa, as though he still had a hand to lay over the top of hers. He grimaced and let it fall to his side. A gentle squeeze on his right arm. Low words, drifting from soft lips.
“Come on, let’s get back inside. You might want to catch your death out here, but you’re not getting away from me that easily.”
Exhaling sharply in surprise, Jaime let himself be guided back towards shelter. As he walked, his eyes once again fell on Traesa.
A soft smile tugged the corners of his lips.














