#no partying

[writesoftdarkness]

I’m not smoking i’m not drinking 

No guitar is singing

My self destruction is quiet

It is my room and I

My decline was not glamorous 

No bedrooms and no raves

I burned out cold, with hollow bones

And was not found for days

-Quiet Decline, DLJ

[apollothyme]

tonight’s the night my club might win the league and i just got scheduled a bunch of work for 9am tomorrow........ oh my god........... so cruel

[nightworktobegin]

Yay i threw up!!! Thats how you KNOW you had fun lmao

[comeasyouare96]

partyyyyyy all nite long

[cripplepink]

tonight i am being uncool to save spoons for important academic errands tomorrow :’c

i half-unpacked my room and put some pretty things around my bed to nest a l’il c’:

[breakupsandbanking]

On what constitutes as exciting

Me at 5 p.m.: I'm leaving work early, woot woot! How will we celebrate??

Flatmate: Do you wanna do something?

Me: Let's do a workout video together!

[dirtismoney]

I hope everyone has a happy New Year's Eve. I know I'm not really celebrating it because I feel like nothing changes anyways. The only thing I'm doing is just having a nice sober night. Since I've done so many horrible things this last month. So it's time for me to have some down time and start looking after myself again. Peace and love my followers