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It's late at night and I'm really sleepy but I am up cause I wanna say that This Is One of The Best Day I Have Ever Had

And i mean it. Maybe I always say this but this time, it's different. I just feel like I'm totally happy and there's melody in my heart that feels like it's going to last a lifetime. There are a lot of children in our church with different ages but whenever they see me, it seem as though they all have the same age like 4 or 5 or even lesser (Im reffering to the girls). Every girl wants me to pay attention to them to the point that Im wishing i were many, but then again that what makes it heart-touching, the feeling of your presence being need by someone, yeah it's fun to even just one person and just imagine what I feel every time many of them wants me. I feel so complete. Children gives me a free taste of what I wanna do in life, be with different kind of people with different stories, views and experience. Unlike grown-ups, they can easily open up their hearts to you, you just have to feel like youre in the same age (there are some stuffs grown-ups will never understand and I am preserving the heart of my childhood). Whenever Im with them, I dont have to pretend to be someone I'm not, I feel like I am really "in". They just understand the feeling, they believe you. Well, before I spill out all the amazing feelings that I've felt maybe I should have first say what really made this day special. Ive been with two little boys that I have never been before. One was the brother of my friend, Jaidon, he always looks clean, cute, huggable (HAHA), and well-fed (LOL), I have seen him many times but I never had the chance to talk with him. The other one, Karl, looks like they're not so rich (maybe). His looks made me conclude that he had been through many different experiences, he got those sugat-sugat but he got a really adorable and innocent looks. After our youth service, I washed the dishes that was used after taking snacks, I saw Karl sweeping the floor and asked if he always does that in their house and he said yes, i smiled and said that just like me, used to washing dishes at home. After washing the dishes, I went to the exit door to sit alone at the floor outside, it was on second floor and I just cling to the bars prevents me from falling while my feet are all out swinging (oh just imagine, will yah?) It was somehow turning dark and Karl approached me with Jaidon asking if he could mop the floor, i never agreed to his plan, what if he slip on the floor? So they just sat with me there, spending hours in talking like there's no limit. We kept on talking about different boy stuffs ( I dont know if it's the right term). Jaidon had still some problems expressing his thoughts, napuputol yung kwento nya kasi puro ano, ano, ano, but after repeating "ano" in maybe 7 times he finds the right word. He looked really cute doing that. Karl has so many stories, he owns so many experiences a child could have. He said that one time nagtampo rin sya sa parents nya for not buying him cellphone, and i did told him some lessons and he really did understood. We got a lot of talks, things about their experiences, their neighbors, cartoons, Godly, their classmates, silly things girls do, their crushes (they really did their best to reach for my phone and read my messages just to know who is my crush, theyre not satisfied with my answer "many"). We sat there really close to each other until it grew totally dark and stars covered the sky. I smiled when I saw my shoes with 2 pair of little feet, one with shoes and one with bare-feet (Karl set aside his slippers so it wont fell). Whenever my little girls come, Jaidon sent them away saying "we're having a quiet time here". Later on we played with in a group with all the girls. Then after that, they made me lie down on the table beside the fan while fanning me with their papers. Oh, it felt really cold! (HAHA!). After that I played with the girls only because they wont let guys play with them and Jaidon got hard feelings about this. He said girls are unfair. The playing time was over and we prayed with the other youths and adults. After that, it was time for goodbye. They all bid goodbye to me. Then me and my brother went home. It was one of the best days I ever had indeed.