Felt smth, they ruined it because I got a flashback to toxicity, will be drawing 2Doc smut to ease my pain because if its rough it'll kill me inside
Soft..soft..2D petting his hair, whispering sweet nothings, holding Murdoc close, maybe him responding for just one night as they hold hands and just take it easy and kiss softly with no demand or impatience as they move as if they can't find where that harshness went
Maybe just for one night so I can also stare off at my tablet and think "Hm. That's nice, that mends my fractured heart a wee bit" because if im miserable they have to be in love








