#noddingout

[pheeedo]

probably the only pic i would post of myself, tryina stay outta drugs but recovery its still a big word !

[rastakidlou-blog]

3:29 AM

On a fantastic nod and watching Wentworth. Life's great right now.

[igotthatfiyah]

#abstractartwork #pomona #noddingout

[rastakidlou-blog]

Heaven

Nothing better than smoking weed and nodding out while watching Pulp Fiction

[tinktink-tweakerbell-blog]

Going on a date, then coming home to nod the fuck out.

Thanks mommy <3

[tinktink-tweakerbell-blog]

Nodding out <3

[0rgasmiic]

what was your drug of choice? what had/has you addicted to it so badly?

My drug of choice is heroin. I love it so much. I love the feeling it gives me and the high. Everything about it has me hooked. Its always there for me when I need something to make me feel alive. Dope is my best friend. I don’t know how live without it. It consumes my everyday thoughts. My next thought is always, “ How am I gonna get dope”. I love nodding out its my favorite part.  Ive been on it for over a year. On monday i was hospitalized for withdrawals and got out on thursday, Im gonna be going to rehab soon. 

[0rgasmiic]

I miss being a drug addict. When I was a drug addict I actually felt like I was worth something to the world. I always had something there that I knew I could get. Dope was my best friend. As much as I convince the people around me and myself that I will never touch it again, it is a matter of time. I've learned to be a master manipulator of fooling people that I don't do drugs and I will never touch it again in my life. Everyday I think about the next time I will get my next fix and how much Ill be able to get. It keeps me a little sane knowing that I will see it again. While doing drugs I met so many people, now being sober I see that they weren't real to me. But at least then I had people to talk to and be with. Now I have no one. No one gives a fuck that i've been clean off of dope for about 60 days now. Dope was my best friend and still is to this day. Even though I don't see it to often, I know it is still there waiting for me and will always be there.