Jul 20
theres really no point in archiving anything until it all starts again because i dont care to remember what i do anymore. im happy. even if its all a mess. i like dungeon meshi now so thats nice.
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theres really no point in archiving anything until it all starts again because i dont care to remember what i do anymore. im happy. even if its all a mess. i like dungeon meshi now so thats nice.
the world really is so lovely.
what is there to do when youve fallen in love with a dream. ramble.
its frantic. days racking my mind for any glimpse of you to savor and none of it is real. i cant make you tangible. you dont exist and it was too fictious to be a vision. i cant remember your face in the slightest. maybe you were blonde. you were taller. i waited two hours before writng down the bits i could remember then. you ate the raw flesh given from my own mouth and im left in the aftermath alone. you arent made from parts of any person i know you were purely self indulgence delivered by my own head. i made you in a manner i can never make you again. i should be thankful for this blessing but im not sure how i can live with this want. you are solely mine in that you only exist within the glimpse i can never see clearly again. i dont know how you acted i only remember that you were perfect. its silly to hold a dream in such high regard too. if i tell anyone else about you ill just pretend you were me. i love you because you are me. i can never tell you any of this. ill never get the chance to. sand passing between my fingers. please visit me again. i wont bet on it but maybe if i think about you hard enough ill see you tonight.
blog was created with the purpose of archiving my days. my memory feels like its slipping and im scared to forget myself if i dont write it down. feel free to psychoanalyze and tell me about it. will likely post non record entries. details and insight below
things too personal will be written in code for sake of archival. trigger warnings will be added as needed. this blog is a gift to the me of tomorrow above all else. i just think prying eyes would enjoy it.
Sorry it's gone quiet here!
i just haven't played trylan a lot and i'm still brainstorming his story.
I opened the ask box so you can send trylan letters.
he's currently in snowden drifts.
i'll get back to him eventually
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Big larries where the reason why i used to hate larries, I'm sorry @mommyzayndaya and @pinkiezayn made me realize that i's just the big larries who ruin shit for you
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I am a completely different person, and have no person ties to @investigatefiji, nor am I them. Sorry for the confusion