NUMEROUS had his attempts been on his own life, testing the limitations of the curse that plagued him. upon each of his demises, he had little faith that it would be his last━ for without fail, he would return, his body anew and his emotions flooded disorientation. this incident had been no different, his hearts flooding rekindled blood through his veins as his lips parted to fill his lungs with air. blood spread life throughout his body, but he moved too soon, forcing a corpse's fingers to clench against previously bloodsoaked ground. his muscles ached as atrophy banished itself from his limbs too slowly, and his eyes would not yet focus with the sudden return to life.
❛ MERLIN━ ❜ his voice croaked, weak as it were. she would not hear him, but SHE WOULD COME. she always did, as the witch was always somehow aware of his deaths and returns. at least, he hoped she still cared for him enough to return. she needed to be warned. god would not heed his calls, but he prayed it was not too late.
❝ as long as you’re still alive, then it doesn’t matter what happens to me. ❞ he grinned, that cheeky little smile that he always presented in times like these. the demon was used to death, anyways. he could die again-- it didn’t matter. he would come back, like he always had. as long as she was still alive
he would be fine.
Near one of the human towns, there was a lonely fairy, his youthful features twisted into a frown as he observed the buildings from afar.
The former Fairy King, Gloxinia, crossed his arms as he waited, having hope that this time it would be different.
For awhile he had been trying to contact that person, but given the current situation, it had been just as hard as he expected. There was only so much Dolor could do to cover him, and if the demons were to discover his plan, Gloxinia knew they wouldn’t waste any time and kill him right away.
The time essential, and he didn’t have it. If he wanted to help the current Fairy King, he needed her.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯ — Do you have any Tumblr friends? If so, who are they?do you mean tell you all bout my friends and gush until I cry???putting this one under a read more because I’m gonna talk about some friends and you’ll learn I talk a lot when that’s the topic. I know it says just tell you who they are b ut. I’ll do more. I’ma be gay
Oh boy, I have quite a few, including the whole AS rp squad and another squad. They are all so good, I’m in love. Welcomed me with open arms, I was so very glad! I don’t know many of them well yet, but I’ve gotten to get closer to quite a few!! <3
Soji, ( aka @kaikhosrow ) she’s like, one of main reason I made this blog tbh. Dragged me into AS hell, got my taha muse firing. She’s a sinner, shouldn’t trust her either. She’ll expose. you when you least expect it. But, just, is great quality, so I can look past the exposure I’ve been through. she writes Arslan so well, he’s so elegant and utter perfection. You can’t not love her, it was so easy to fall into a good friendship with her, I like talking to her. It’s relaxing && fun(ny).
Joy/Light, ( aka @narcasse ) basically was the first to spark the idea in me to make Tahamine, we talk a lot about narsus and Tahamine a relationship, and formed a great friendship. I first met her in a group chat on skype, and was kinda shy honestly, she seemed great, && I wanted to get to know her more! I’m happy I was able to, because she’s so wonderful. Honestly soji and joy are so good, they both let me indulge in my sinful ways, they participate in them w/me to. Grand times I’ve had.
Shout out once again to all the other AS rper, ilu all and want to get to know you more my friends <33
Trinity/Mom, ( aka @nonavalon ) //clenches chest. one of the first friend si made on Tumblr via roleplay. I was such a newb in the beginning lmao, p clueless and super shy, but she came and greeted me into the NNT fandom, made me feel comfortable. Honestly even know I still am hesitant to message her sometimes, but I always have great conversations && get good advice from her. She made the nnt rp chat, opened the doors to making more friends. Connected the roleplayers, && helped us form irreplaceable bonds. I’m so greatful for her, you don’t understand, the best mom <3
Nikki, ( aka @multlfarlous ) watch buddy!!! gets me into all the animu and makes me cry tears bc of them. She’s fantastic, though most times we are just yelling into a rabb.it about what’s going on in the show. 80% of our convos but I love her. She’s excellent taste in shows, I’m so happy I met her. Ahhh, <3 good bab. What else can I say?? Ahhshsh, I really do cherish her
Diana/damned Angst Gremlin ( aka @triadfaes ) my frieeennd, who makes the fairies suffer. That’s it. That’s all you need to know. Lmao but actually. I’ve grown so attached to her? She’s absolutely wonderful, at first I was hesitant && unsure aroujd her, woa you seem so cool. Now I know she’s just angsty fairy trash ( but like, the best kind of trash ) I honestly do appreciate her so much though, she doesn't like when i sin, but still always finds the time to remind me when I need to eat since I always forgot. I felt so good those weeks. But just, Why?? I don’t deserve that though?? Too kind to me, so undeserving.
Candace/Ban ( aka @sinnamon-ban ) cries lemme know if I spelt your name wrong btw? I try and remember but I’m not that good. She is quality though, the designated adult™ who needs to stop promoting usage of lightning guns. But a genuine joy around the chat, flops in every night ( literally lmao ) and chats! I’ve hadn’t many chances to have one on one convos w/her but I still enjoy it all, it’s fun seeing her around and glad i got to know her!!
Ellin ( aka @wrathsinned ) she’s probably so done with me honestly, but I love her?? She’s the whole reason I even managed to meet great people like Nikki, Soji, && Joy. I’m, I am so glad, and am already emotional from talking about everyone else ok, so this isn’t that good, but she’s beautiful and creative, and made a fantastic au. Her version of Meliodas is grand and great! My favorite mel™. I personally think she needs a lot of sleep and rest too. She put up with me a lot, I don’t think she needs to. Like the one friend I enjoy, but want to leave alone because I don’t want to bother. I get nervous sometimes to say things to her tbhh, just me reverting to my old shy self. I don’t know why in all honesty.
&& to everyone else in the Chat, ( @kingarthurpendragon , @goatsin , @castelliones , @lcgion ) Lis, Mia, Asia, Mik, I love them all too a lot, my fingers hurt and feel really numb but I want to answer this and include them all. They are all amazing human beings who I got to know, I’ve had great times, I’m so happy ;;v;; you all are so much fun, i love listening to your ideas too, and theories, charactizations of gowther,arthur, escanor
well, that’s p much everyone nonnie. I like to talk about friends, a lot. Obvs.
the boy sat up in unfamiliar bed, struggling to move his limbs after six months
of deadweight. breath came heavily to him, but with great relief, as the first puffs
of fresh air refilled his lungs and supplied his pulsing blood with oxygen. his head
pounded. his brain had gotten used to be dead.
there was a foul taste in his mouth and, briefly, he wondered if it was simply the
unkempt feeling of uncleanliness of if merlin had slipped something strange past
his lips again. she did like her experiments, after all. he supposed it didn’t really
matter. the dead couldn’t complain. though, now that he was alive, he could ⏤
he forced his eyes to focus, blinking twice against the dimly lit room. he could not
yet see her, but he could hear her. present. breathing. existing. the subtle signs of
life that he had been deprived of for so long - he could hear them still.
he would be so relieved if he hadn’t felt so disgustingly sick.
❝ Merlin! I haven’t seen you since the last king died of Orc poisoning-- ! ❞
A truly terrible way to go in his opinion, but there were worse ways to die.
