fucking with joshua 12
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paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader
genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals
summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.
notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.
UNEDITED! But enjoy 😉
You felt heavy hearted when you woke up. You couldn't sleep much and now you had to get up for concert rehearsals day 2 today you had to put all the effort because the concert would be tomorrow. But you weren't so sure how much efforet you could put in.
You were tired, confused, and heavy hearted. Your anxiety was playing games with you and you felt paranoid.
How were you going to look at Joshua after last night with mingyu? And that fucking confession? What the fuck mingyu?! Now you felt the world pressing on your shoulders even more before.
No one knew the anxiety you had. And you felt like you had schizophrenia (A disorder that affects a person's ability to think, feel, and behave clearly.) you felt as if you weren't seeing anything clearly anymore.
What were you going to do?
"Why are you looking so crazy today?" Minghao laughed scaring you out of your thoughts. He looked good in his stage outfit. Everyone here had their stage outfits on today.
"Am I?" You questioned. You wouldn't doubt it considering you felt crazy.
"Yeah hella, did you sleep? Are you nervous for the concert? You'll be okay."
No, no and no. To all those questions.
"Yeah I'm hella tired I feel like I'm having an outer body exper-"
Just then mingyu passed with won woo giving you his signature look and smirk he passed by so close you could smell the smell of his Cologne and after shave. Wonwoo glance at you giving you a smile.
Fuck did he know?
He knew didn't he?
God everyone did.
You were freaking out.
You probley really looked crazy.
Damn it he don't that on purpose. He passed you on purpose!
"Y/n , earth to y/n," as you came back down to reality you looked up at minghao. He gave you a confused look. He grabbed your hand and pulled you towards the exit of the concert dome your heels click clacking against the pavement.
Once outside you enters the concert hall and he gave you a look letting go of your arm. You two were the only ones out there eyeine was in music blasting from pristin.
"What's wrong?"
You grimaced you didn't want to tell him he would only scold you.
"Nothing," you tried to go back in.
He pulled you back.
"Y/n," he pressed.
You looked at him.
"I messed up again."
He raised his eyebrow.
You sighed. "You were right and so far things have only got more complicated in the world of y/n"
"Okayyyyy," he strung out.
You shut you eyes and sighed again. " mingyu confesses his love for me and figurenout that Joshua is the one stealing all my attention. He caught me on his floor early in the morning sneaking back to my room-"
Minghao sighed
"- with my shirt inside out," you quietly said.
"Damn." Was all he said." I don't want to say I told you so it's so cliche but I told you so."
"I know and now it's only worse I can't even look at Joshua."
"Wait I thought you said you wanted to sleep and we couldn't hang why were you with Joshua ?"
Fuck.
"I-"
He looked down, "it's okay I get it."
Although he still looked hurt.
"lets get back before manger hyung finds us and lights us up." You followed him click clacking behind him.
When inside your eyes connected with Joshua's and he gave you this look and your heart melted everything about Joshua made you melt.
When you looked the other way mingyu was staring at you darkly. He seen your whole Joshua interactions and wasn't happy.
You sighed fucking kill me.
Okay seventeen to the stage. Filled the stadium speakers.
before the music started Joshua made eye contact with you. making you smile like an idiot.
You avoided mingyu a gaze.
You watched seventeen, minghao was so good. and of course Joshua looked good. after they were done you were called to the stage. lets just say you were about to blow up this stadium.
"Y/n to the stage." echoed around the speaker system and your adrenaline went. your heart skipped some beats but that was okay. it was time. it was your time to shine. it was time to show the whole who y/nwas.
As seventeen exited the stage you passed by Joshua who touched your hand as he went down
The boys cheered you on.
Jun and Hoshi stayed on and everyone was confused you ran up in stage to join them.
"jabal eum-ack juseyo"
You only have to watch till 1:53
(You only have to watch till 1:53 your are in the red and hoshi and Jun are the other two. Hoshi is in the red pants and jun is the one in all black. FYI this isn't what you look like lol this is your opening act as a new artist at pledis, this will be the first time People actually get to see you no one knew of you special performance with him and hoshi till this concert rehearsal so everyone is going crazy screaming on the top of their lungs because your so talented. Your the best dancer they have at pledis which why they are thinking about putting you as a solo instead of in a group because your so talented.)
"Ladies and gentlemen I give you y/n" director-nim screamed you posed but was still out of breath.
Everyone was still screaming when the music ended and your next song started.
hoshi and jun stayed up there while the rest of your backup dancers filed the stage for the cover song.
they will be the two boys in the front on the right and the left.
(Okay so now I imagine the main with an attitude like hyuna so this is who you can imagine her being like I guess. But this is the cover song y/n did for the concert)
You stood their in your heels and posed at the end everyone was screaming for you. You felt so happy that all your hard work paid off in the company although you were happy the back of your mind was spinning like a merry go round.
You exited the stage and pristin surrounded you bombarding you with questions and screaming
"Omg unnie that was everything!!!"
"Why didn't you tell us that you had that performance with the boys????!"
Mean while Joshua watched as everyone surrounded you they loved you there was no denying your place in the company you belong in it. You were meant to be a star. And he was sorry if he ever said other wise.
Okay let's take a break. director -nim called.
You sat down on the floor trying you took off your heels and sighed. Everyone was still talking about your performance and they kept passing your giving you encouraging words and such. Minghao found his spot next to you and smiled shaking his head.
"What you?" laughed.
"Nothing.." Still he kept smiling.
"Minghao!"
"You were amazing up there. I just can't get over it."
Your checks flushed and you smiled ear to ear. "I was nervous but you know I tried my best."
"you gave a lot you don't have to try, you control the music- the music doesn't control you- your such a natural. The way you dance I've never seen it before come from a woman like that. Your unique."
"Thanks minghao i really appreciate your opinion."
"Your welcome," he grabbed your hand and squeezed it giving you encouragement.
When he let go you sighed," I'm so tired. And stressed."
"Well the concerts tomorrow so at least we'll get some days off before the next one," he said
"Yeah I know, thank god,"you said. you began to stretch and roll your neck around. Minghao just stared. It was kind of hard not to stare at someone as beautiful as you.
In the midst you caught him and he quickly looked away
"What?" you said laughing what was wrong with him today?
"Nothing," he cleared his throat.
"We will now resume. Those who have rehearsed may leave if they want get some rest before the concert please."
You and minghao lit up "omg the rest of the day off!"
"I know is this a dream."
" we must have been 100 percent perfect for director-nim to let us off." You quickly put your shoes on.
Everyone that had been on stage had exited and you and minghao went arm and arm skipping towards the cars to get a ride back to the hotel.
When outside you and minghao raced to one of the many company vans everyone piling in them. You and him sat in the back and waited until the driver would pull off. Joshua found a seat in front of you and you smiled. You laid your head on minghao shoulder and Wonwoo followed by mingyu popped in.
Annoying.
How fucking annoying you thought. Mingyu gave eye contact and smirked when you knitted your eyebrows in annoyance at him. You snuggled into minghao more and glanced at Joshua's head who was immersed in his cellphone.
The rest of the car was filled up by back up dancers so the only idols were Wonwoo, mingyu, Joshua, minghao, and then you who was to debut tomorrow.
The driver pulled off and you still had your head in minghao.
You held onto his arm and he put his head on yours too. He grabbed your hand and you closed your eyes. What would you do without him? You loved minghao so much. He was the only person that never turned on you, spoke ill of you. Judged you. In his eyes you never did any wrong.
You really appreciated him. And would do anything for the boy. He kept all your secrets covered for you. Watched you destroy yourself so he could fix you. He didn't have too but he always did.. whatever girl he would end up with you'd hate her just because you wouldn't be his main focus anymore. It was just like having a close brother who gets a girlfriend and you automatically hate the girl for taking your brother away.
Mingyu happens to look back and he gave minghao an you this look before turning back around you both had fallen asleep during the 30 minute car ride hand in hand and heads together. So you didn't see him.
But he was looking and hating.