the temptation -1
paring: jeon jungkook x kim taehyung x reader
genre: smut, innocence,celibacy, corruption,seducing, going against morals,
summary: Church. School. Work. Home. Home.work. school home. It was a hell of routine. But it was old. It was getting way too old. This pure innocent life was just a facade nowadays. Your mind had fell into the fifth circle of hell. And your boyfriend jungkook realized this. Especially after you cheated on him with the person he hated the most. Taehyung. And now according to him you would burn in hell for it. How long could you keep your legs closed after reviving oral sex from taehyung? Could you keep the rest of your innocence or did you really want to burn in hell like jungkook said you would? Book 1/7 in the bts series
notes: this series is about sexual desires and religion don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.
He stood there with his hands in his pockets, tears threatening to fall from his eyes as his breathing continued to try and even out. But it couldn't - no matter how hard he tried to breath correctly- him being upset with you killed him in every way possible. He couldn't believe the things he found out even after all the things you both had been through together.
His hands were in his pockets and he bit down on the inside of his cheek to keep the crying at bay. He was really affected by your actions greatly. And he didn't know if he could forgive you for them either. You took a step towards him and he took a step back closer to your apartment door as your heart broke looking at how serious he was with you. But you couldn't blame him.
"I can't believe you would cheat on me-"he paused as his voice broke, tears coming down his face as he tried to look you in your eyes.which was very hard for him to do. "And in that way, because of what we wanted."
What he wanted was for you both to be celibate till marriage. You couldn't talk about sex, have sex, even kiss because he always said kissing always leads to sex. And since sex was a sin, kissing only meant harm and turmoil.
Jungkook's frame shook and he tried to calm his hyperventilation but all he wanted to do was scream and break everything in your apartment and it didn't help that you didn't say anything because you didn't remember that night, but you wouldn't doubt that you would do something drunk. You were always crazy when you were drunk. Your temptations heightened. Your lust for a man to touch you greater.
"So did you fuck him?!" He spat just the thought sending him into a frenzy. "Or did you suck him off while he fingered your cunt?" the dirty words comming out of his mouth made you cringe. it was so unlike him to speak like that.
So, one: Jungkook had proof of you with another guy drunk off your ass. Someone had sent it to Jungkook. You didn't know who would do something like that but they did. It was a video, showing the encounters of you and a man getting a little to close at a party. Then proceeded to dance practically having sex on the dance floor. Then you whispering something in his ear and you leaving hand in hand upstairs. You had gotten the video this morning and flipped out knowing it would break him. That all hell would break lose within this relationship. Question was how would you survive this?
"Really- taehyung though." he continued to blink back tears. Him barely managing to do so. A shock wave went through you when he figured out who the guy was because the video didn't show his face.
The video was of you and Taehyung, very harsh to the eyes. it looked too intense- so intimate that you could barley watch it. The way you both made out screamed sex and the way you touch him inviting him to want him to want that from you was beyond words. When sober you wouldn't do that in a million years. The liquid of courage was a dangerous one. One you in particular needed to stay away from.
Okay so..
two: the part that you need to know was you and Jungkook were celibate. You both had parents that put their faith in god before any of their desires. And anything sexual before marriage was a one-way ticket to hell. No matter how tempting sex was. This is what you had been told over and over again by your parents that is.
You believe in it pretty deeply but you had also gotten to an age where temptations was going to be the death of you. Nowadays you felt like you couldn't even look at a boy with getting aroused. Knowing that underneath there was a cock beneath the jeans they wore. Knowing that it could harden and be used to stick you made you squeeze your legs shut. and squeeze your eyes shut.
Boys were a gift from god- but god said they couldn't be touched. Not unless you were married and it didn't make sense to you. Why are all these men here to temp you? Your mother had said it was to "test your strength." To put your faith in god and you could overcome it. But it felt so evil like setting someone up for failure.
Taehyung a name that ran through your head as they hung above you from Jungkook's lips. His lips that kept trembling as he tried not to cry in front of you because of the pain that he had experienced because of you and your sins was beyond him. he felt like he didn't deserve your shit. He was so done with you.
Still you stood there looking down because at this point you couldn't say anything. It was to the point that you regretted ever agreeing to go to the party with one of your best friends. She knew how you were when you were drunk. You couldn't make healthy decisions. and even though she said she would keep an eye on you she disappeared leaving you with the one boy you needed to stay away from.
Lucifer himself.
Taehyung was a natural born evil sex fend. He was walking sex on legs. and he wanted nothing but to take you from Jungkook and make you his. Jungkook and Taehyung hated each other and it killed Jungkook that you would chose him of all people to cheat on him with. It actually disgusted to the point he wanted to throw up.
Taehyung didn't think you needed "that boy" as he said. He said you needed a man like him who could pleasure you and give you everything you need. he said he could treat you right if you just let him. But Jungkook had always been in the way.
Now don't hate Taehyung too much he's only been in love with you your whole life. He grew up with you like Jungkook did. But he was the boy next door that your parents told you to stay away from. Taehyung never went to church and his dad was a drug addict. Your parents hated him like no other and you would always tell them to do what they preach and never judge a book by its cover. Not that they gave a shit.
Now, Jungkook, you knew him since you were young and attended the same church as you. He fell for you instantly and your parents approved of him right away since they were friends with his parents. It was all a fuck fest of how you two got together- all threw the grace of god.
You started dating him when you were 16 and now you were 20 him being 21. and when Taehyung found out you started dating him back then he became angry and distant from you at first but two years later got over it. He said you would always be his no matter what. Whatever that meant.
But now that your way past 18 and your hormones are way out of control- As you and Jungkook go on your 5th year together you never been so horny. And you had no release up until that night with Taehyung when he made you sin with his mouth. Your sexual tension withering away. He knew you were a virgin and he respected your morals to be a virgin, but he also believed that you could get off without using genitals. there was always a way around it. whether Jungkook wanted to admit it or not.
The funny part was he didn't force you you had asked him to help you feel good. You wanted to cum. And he hesitated but he could tell how sexually frustrated you were. With the magic mouth of Tae, you had never felt so good.
The video triggers your mind and you remembered everything instantly. Everything you said to get him to touch you that night. You quickly threw a hand over your mouth and started to cry as your drunk rendezvous popped in your mind.
"Oh, you remember now?" Jungkook laughed bitterly. is it breaking every part of you too?" Your surprised eyes flashed to his and you looked like a deer in headlights in front of him. With his eyes rimmed in red his tears finally stopped and anger replaced it.
"You want sex that bad that when your drunk you can't keep your legs closed?"He spat at you the venom attacking you at every angle. "My mom was right about you! she said she could see the evil in your eyes and I never knew what she meant until now!" He spat- you hurting from the new news from his mother about you. She hated you.
"Jungkook- "
"Oh, now you want to say something?" he said his hands still in his pockets. "I thought we had something special I thought- "
"You thought what? You won't even kiss me you," admitted. "You won't show me you love me in any intimate way I feel like you don't want me Jungkook!" you spat back. "I feel disgusting unworthy of being touched because you think everything will lead to sex."
"I always wanted you...I - I needed you," his voice shakes, " it's just kissing will make me-"
You were in his face furious. "Yes, Jungkook kissing leads to sex but we can stop at any time!!!!" You cried. It bothered you so much because your body was craving and lacking something from him. He didn't fulfill at least one thing for you. You felt like his friend rather than someone in a relationship.
" I hate myself Jungkook, I'm depressed and disgusted with myself I felt like nothing I do is good enough! I have to walk on eggshells, I must keep my sexual desires to myself- I have no one to talk about the urges I have with you. I want you in between my legs so bad-"
his eyes glassed over and he forgot how to breathe.
"You won't let me talk about how bad I want your cock in my mouth- or how bad I think about you fingering the fuck out of my pussy- or how bad I want to feel you rip apart my innocence!!! - The point is that even if we don't do it we could at least talk about it. Why can't we at least kiss. I'm not your friend I'm your lover! if you can even call it that"that hit him where it hurt.
He looked shocked at your confession not knowing exactly what to say. So he said, "We haven't done anything yet so maybe you are right you're just a friend," he started to walk out. Him basically trying to end it there. "These 5 years have meant nothing. You already showed me that!"He screamed.
You wanted to hit him so you did letting all your frustrations out on him- he quickly turned around and grabbed your wrist towering over you angry with his eyes watery. you still continued to hit him on the chest him trying to stop you.
"Fine leave. Leave when this gets tough. You're the only reason I lasted this long." You spat in his face.
With fury in In his eyes he threw your hands away . "And if it weren't for me your parents would see how much of a slut you have become." He looked you up and down. "Fucking disgusting if you ask me. You can't do a simple thing and keep your legs close and not cheat on your boyfriend of 5 years slut!"
You stumbled back tears prickling there way to the surface again.
"The evil in your eyes burns lasers into my soul as you try and capture me with sinful thoughts. - I have no clue as to why you can't control it, but you need to get it together god doesn't wait for anyone. Once you cross over you can't be saved and you'll earn your respective place in hell and for that I hope for you to burn."
Your heart broke at his words. But you wouldn't go down like that.
"Well then since we're done I'll gladly take that place to hell. I'll just scream Taehyung's name all the way down to the bottom to the fifth circle of hell how about that?!"
"Good you impure slut I wouldn't touch you anymore anyways!"
"YOU NEVER TOUCH ME!!! You screamed on the top of your lungs. But you was only met with a door.
He slammed your door to your apartment leaving you there starting at his departure ending 5 years of pure self hatred and tournament.
But still you were unsatisfied.