Sometimes I care way too much.
Sometimes I don't give a fuck.
Either way, it seems like it makes someone unhappy.
And I'm coming to a point where I just don't want to try anymore.

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Sometimes I care way too much.
Sometimes I don't give a fuck.
Either way, it seems like it makes someone unhappy.
And I'm coming to a point where I just don't want to try anymore.
Pretty sure I'm catching a cold.
Wee.
Nothing feels alright right now. I want to curl up into a ball and cry. My chest is tight now so I'm going to go pretend everything is okay. Just for a little while. Then when I go to bed I'll just sob until I pass out.
Rae is passed out hard and I'm ready to go do stuff. She's like dead to the world.
I feel super spectacular. It's cool to not be sober for 48 hours. Getting sleepy.
Mom: Are you really yelling at a computer?
Me:...
Me: Yeah...
I don't get it any more.