I was at a gas station ⛽️ this morning and I thought... “we’re not going to make it!” #noonegivesashit #dumbpeople #barbarians #wearescrewed (at Etten-Leur, Noord-Brabant, Netherlands) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGUAmtHJT7F/?igshid=115ek5hmzgcao
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I was at a gas station ⛽️ this morning and I thought... “we’re not going to make it!” #noonegivesashit #dumbpeople #barbarians #wearescrewed (at Etten-Leur, Noord-Brabant, Netherlands) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGUAmtHJT7F/?igshid=115ek5hmzgcao
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I vote for Ben Hardy to play hercules in the hercules live action film, If they ever make it
My PT asked me today what my goal is for the next 6 weeks. And all I could think of is, “ I want to look like other guys” other guys being the gym guys or the guys I see at the beach. And thy made me think. A lot of the time I spend looking at guys is looking at there body’s. I like the look of the male body and I want that! I find it sexy. Don’t get me wrong I like dick as well. There is just something about the male body, pecs, arms, abs. The way the muscles wrap together and around. Iv always been intimidated by larger, stronger men. My whole life I hated gym guys and gyms. I was 23 before I went into one more then once. My intimidation made me want to push harder and get like those guys. I was sick of feeling so pathetic and weak. I’m a little stronger now and a little bigger but still they scare me. Make me feel little and small.
I think that’s also what helped me take the jump and have a go with men. I really wanted to touch another males body. I wanted to touch someone’s pecs and run my hand down a guys body.
Don’t be afraid of why you do things just do them. You’ll figure out the reason adventually.
Don’t be scared of what you don’t know.
Don’t be scared of what you don’t know.
Be inspired.
I've written more than 17,000 words of storyline and of course everyone that wanted me to write it and emphasized not fucking it up won't read it. Hours of work, sitting in my Google drive, waiting for literally anyone at this point to give a hot shit about it.
I stumbled across this magnificent specimen under a bridge in the Narrows. It seems to be an artistic protest against gentrification. However, I came to take it personally given my current predicaments. Perhaps my guardian angel is reaching out. #glitteronaturd #whogivesashit #noonegivesashit #PORTLAND #thenarrows #whatamidoingwithmylife #whatdoesitallmean (at Portland, Oregon)
Always going to be the friend, never going to be the one to have friends.