It's days when my family is at its most disfunctional, screaming matches downstairs between my brother and dad, getting louder and louder as if volume equates to understanding, my dad not knowing how to speak in a non demanding tone, my brother not being able to control himself and my mom in the middle of all of it trying to out scream them as if that will deescalate things. It's days like this I get so giddy about the future and the family I will have that I will teach how to respect each other, how to communicate, and how to maintain self control because I vow til my last dying breath I will NEVER allow myself or anyone I care about to live in this kind of an environment
















