#not kylo

[thechaoticcherub]

*on vacation with just my mom and dad*

me: -hungry, overstimulated, and very autistic trying to figure out lunch for myself because my food needs are different from my parents and also been traumatized around needing food and too scared to ask for it- h-hey could we stop up at the smashburger? I’ll order ahead of time and just run in and grab it

mom: what? uhh I mean...do you need that?  I mean yeah i guess. dad can you stop at the smashburger cause carlyn wants to order some food

dad: what? no. even though its on the way home i’m going to irrationally say no before even thinking.

me: oh yeah its okay, you’re right. 

mom: well she’s just trying to get herself lunch

dad: theres food at home

mom: true.

me: -people pleasing autistic silence- um yeh its okay, no. its fine.

me: -more and more pissed because they would have stopped for anyone else in our family, just not me- 

*at the condo* 

me: -very grumpy goes into room with all my stuff and shuts door to make sure i dont snap at anyone and can just be alone-

me: *a while later* -comes out to get food cause i’m literally shaking with hunger then goes back into room-

*a long time later*

mom: YOU ARE SO MEAN AND RUDE FOR GOING INTO YOUR ROOM ALL DAY AND NOT EXPLAINING WHY YOU WERE SO PISSED OFF

Me: I was just trying to take care of myself and its no big deal, i’m not even mad any more.

mom: WELL I AM! YOU COULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING! 

me: well when i complain that i didnt get the food i wanted, i have gotten mocked for it in the past. so. 

mom: YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD US YOU WERE GOING TO YOUR ROOM ALL DAY! NOW I WONT MAKE SUPPER AND I WILL BE PISSED AT YOU ALL NIGHT LONG. -leaves-

dad: well you owe us an explanation of why you were so pissed off

me: I wasn’t even mad at her

dad: well she thinks you were

me: thats not my fault, is it?

dad: well you need to fix it

me: HOW IS THAT MY RESPONSIBILITY!!?

Now again there will be no food i want to eat, everyone will continue to be pissy at me and I wanna die. I know this isnt kylo and ugh

i’m going to retreat eventually and play mario kart and write smut maybe. Stupid fucking vacation. my brother and sister in law cant get here fast enough.

[amypound]

You know your previous relationships have been shit when someone explicitly states, “I’m putting all my effort into this because it’s obviously important to you even though you haven’t said that out loud.”

And you’re just like

[lukeskywalking]

How do you feel about the fact that even for a second, Luke considered killing Kylo Ren?

Bluntly? I feel that it’s a betrayal to his character and that it undermines his entire character development.

Here’s the thing.

It doesn’t matter what Luke saw in Kylo’s head. It doesn’t matter how terrible it was. Because when it comes to Luke and Vader, Luke saw some truly horrible shit FIRST HAND. He knows that Vader is responsible for the deaths of his aunt and uncle. He watched Vader kill Obi-Wan, and Biggs. He knows Vader tortured Leia, and had Han frozen in carbonite. Hell, Vader dismembered him. And that’s only the stuff that affects Luke personally.

Mind you, this all ACTUALLY HAPPENED. And still, he preferred to die than kill his father. He preferred to die than give up on his family.

So you’re telling me that seeing what Kylo could *potentially* do would make him even consider igniting his lightsaber against him? His nephew? It’s not right. It doesn’t matter if it was only for a second. That’s not Luke Skywalker. 

[kyloenthusiast]

I have a (probably) interesting story!! When I first learned to drive 4 hmywars ago, I was driving home from seeing a movie late a night. The street lights were burnt out on the street I was on and I didn't see a guy walking down the middle. I braked hard and he came running full speed towards me. He jumped into my hood and ran over the top, disappearing into the night. I almost peed myself.

when i first read this i laughed so hard i CRIED ??? that must have been TERRIFYING but WHFNSFNSFJ !!!

[kylorentrashanonymous]

One day I’m gonna learn not to impulsively fling my resume into the void and stick to a 5 year plan for 5 whole years. 

One day. 

[diceguy]

“This isn’t the staff meeting you’re looking for, Matt.” The Last Jedi is cool and all but did they consider The Last Radar Technician for Episode VIII? You can find Rey on Instagram: @SmolBoss instagram.com/smolboss Photo credit: @NTFPhotography on IG and Facebook: facebook.com/NTFPhotography

[thechaoticcherub]

I was going to write a couple days ago but then Taylor Swift suddenly dropped folklore annnnd thats what my life has been the last few days. I promise I’ll get to some stuff soon.

But yeah, everyone go listen to folklore by Taylor Swift and have your life changed.

[kyloenthusiast]

I agree with you. Daisy's smile is enough to heal my soul and grow my crops ajdhdjdk

ikr! and her arms are so muscular esp. in tlj it makes me Sweat tbh