Fun fact about me is that I am a chronic list maker. So I was checking my calends & today's my enrollment. At the same time, I got frustrated with how many significant events, inclined with my bachelor's degree, got cancelled: Exchange Student program, TARSIER org duties, Project CLI+MED community work, Environmental Science block survey assistance, & supposed Greenpeace Philippines internship. Given the nature of my course, I had to participate & look for channels centered on humanitarian & social projects. Meeting & interacting with civically minded people & key players in my field were the uplifting moments. However, it is apparent that I can't accomplish any of these in an indefinite time. I'm scared of not focusing on acads since I've thrown myself in building my 𝙵𝙾𝙾𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙾𝙿𝙷𝙸𝙴𝚂. The orchestration of the society is in havoc. The inherent choleric tendency makes me anxious for what lies ahead of my generation. I acknowledge that I am in a position of advantage & it makes me feel blessed & curse.