#notestomyfuturelover

[sushilovingurl]

please be patient when it comes to my emotions and mostly about my past

[sushilovingurl]

Darling, 

I am writing this while listening to Clairo’s Pretty Girl. And I can already imagine how pretty you are right now. Im back to being a hopeless romantic person, idk what has gotten into me but I swear  I’ve been through a lot and I know you have too. Im just ahhhh idk what to feel about the future, it may seem to me right now that I can never love again but I doubt so... Who can tell, right? hahaha my mind’s so messed up lol.

[sushilovingurl]

If i take you to my favorite places consider yourself special. It means i want to keep you in my life. I want to have good memories in those places even bad ones but it'll be fine after that.

[sushilovingurl]

Dear Future Lover,

                      I couldnt sleep so I figured out to write to you.

There are still walls its obviously still hard for me. I cant wait for the day I make bridges well maybe you’ll begin to show them to me. I know im so impatient but I just want to see and feel the day where I can no longer be like this and just embrace you. 

[sushilovingurl]

Dear Future Lover,

I made this last year. I hope you give time to listen to this.

http://8tracks.com/katetagua/mend-my-broken-heart

[sushilovingurl]

Dear Future Lover,

You’ll know if I really like you and when Im into you because I’ll introduce you to my closes friends. I’ll share stories to you and I dont mind if you eat all the time when you tell me things, I’ll listen. Maybe you’ll get a hint of the way I act but know that you are special to me.

[sushilovingurl]

Sometimes love doesnt have to be with someone else. I know I can prove it and I know because I can feel it. Its simple, its just around the corner hell It even surrounds me. Its life, the moment I wake up from my sleep its already with me its been here all along. Its been quite a search but I have to say it'll still be a search there's just a lot for me and I cant wait for more.

[sushilovingurl]

I'll love you when you forget to love yourself.