#notrenu

[wanderingcas]

I would LOVE to know how the ending changed!!!! 👀💞

OKAY PERFECT IT'S 1AM AND I CANT SLEEP SO I WOULD LOVE TO SHARE

spoilers under the cut if anyone hasn't read it yet and wants to remain surprised

so in the original ending i had gadreel as one of lucifer's hired men rather than a detective (there's a leftover detail of that in one of sam's pov chapters where jody holds up a mugshot of gadreel. gotta change that still oopsie daisy). i was going to have cas leave the lighthouse, then come back to the lighthouse upon the threat of gadreel being there and holding dean at gunpoint or something idk

and then basically cas and dean have a showdown with gadreel at the lighthouse, they do a cute murder, and dean washes gadreel's body away with the tide. the storm comes and they decide that they can't stay - they have to go on the run since lucifer/lucas knows where cas is. dean decides to go with cas.

SO THE REASON i didn't like this ending about 75% into writing the draft (💀) was because i really liked the theme of choice and freedom that was emerging through the fic - with dean feeling as if he's trapped in the lighthouse and has no other choice juxtaposed with cas feeling as if he has to be on the run and has no other choice. it felt much more meaningful for dean to choose to leave the lighthouse not under duress but because he chooses it for himself. annnd with cas returning to the lighthouse and deciding to face his fate not because of dean being in danger (i mean he thinks that at first because im a jerk and wanted to throw in one last red herring) but because he simply wants to be with dean and chooses to stop running and simply live his life the way HE wants to live it - that felt more significant to me.

so with cas choosing to stay with dean, and dean choosing to leave with cas, it just felt like the perfect symmetry for them 🫶

also the murder thing just kinda soured the plot to me, too - i wanted to give them some softness. although the idea of cas going COMPLETELY feral at dean being hurt and held at gunpoint was delicious to me. i will be sure to include this in the next fic i write 🫡

[samsrowena]

DEANGABRIEL YEAH!! Not only does Dean attempt to save Gabriel when he gets stabbed in s13, he also screams out "Gabe" and Sam has to physically hold Dean back from going after him. And then!! When they're in the bunker, Dean's the one who brings up Gabe's sacrifice and is visibly emotional about it!! Dabriel rights!!!!!!

omg yes once again renu YOU get me!!! the scene where gabe dies is the first thing i thought of, like even the script says it's "unbearable" for dean like hello??? there's a lot of deangabriel moments in the earlier seasons too like they're practically flirting the entirety of tall tales. in hammer of the gods dean is the one gabe gives the dvd to to help them with lucifer. and it's of him in a CASA EROTICA film. in changing channels, he turns into dean's number one crush doctor sexy!!!!!! i mean come on!!! so much of gabriel and sam's relationship is just him torturing sam for funsies whereas deangabriel actually has SO much more to it

[archervale]

Trick or treat!!! 🧡🎃🥰

Hii! 🧡 You get double destiel!! 🎃✨️

[inacatastrophicmind]

Happy birthday!!! I hope you have a lovely day 🥰🎂💝

[xofemeraldstars]

I just wanted to say thank you for doing these obscure spn episode challenges!! I've just been having such a blast with them and I think it's such a cool way of using the polls and your gifs are always so pretty and you're very cool for it, okay mwah bye <33

hiiii 💋 haha i'm glad you're enjoying the lil games!! also they're a lot of fun to make! i think the most challenging part is choosing the options cause i like to ✨confuse & trick ✨ y'all aswefqdaqs

[mybrainproblems]

THE SCISSORS WORK AND THEY'RE CONVENIENT

RENU. YOU ARE CUTTING. YOUR PIZZA.

WITH. S C I S S O R S

look I have one pair of scissors I use for everything so maybe I can give this a pass if you specifically have kitchen scissors for use with food only but this is STILL insane behavior to me. scissors! to cut! pizza!

[smoothoperatorleclerc]

What's the url!!!!!

LAKSLDKLSKSKSKWK BABE!!!!

Yesssssss omg okay someone asked!!!! Literally just screamed with excitement!!!

Okay okay okay! Are you ready? Ready? Here we go <3

@deancaskiss 🥹😘❤️

How f’ing cute is that?!?! DEAN AND CAS KISS 💖💋

[birbs-in-space]

The Big Twist and the ending of the main story in explorers of time destroyed me ohmygod

BIG same, like I'm not much of a crier, but I literally bawled through both EVERY single time I played that game, and I played it multiple times.