Scream on
Sometimes I want to stand on a highest place where everyone can hear my voice clearly and loudly, and just scream everything I've felt in my heart just to lessen the weight of feels; just to lessen the pressure and the burden on my shoulder everytime I thought about how to study smart and hard to be successful someday. And so that, one of this loving day, I can give back every sacrifices they did for me. And to my brother out there, somewhere in the middle of the sea, far from his family and far from us, working so hard just to support my study, I just want to say thank you (If you only knew). I feel the weight really than anybody (I guess). But I know that I was so blessed having them in my life, and I'm so thankful to You God, who knows everything and who hold my world, the one who can calm the waves in my heart, and the one who completes me and fix me despite of all my brokenness. Someday soon, I can treat my family for a breakfast on a most expensive and relaxing restaurant somewhere that you need to travel using a plane just to get there. HAHAHAHA (making it funny when its on a dramatic peak is just so irritating and I know it). Postscript. Let nothing move you. - 1 Corinthians 15:58 PPS. Naisulat ko na, okay na ako. PPPS. And this is what I loved about writing something (tho a mess and non-sense one), its relieving I guess. ... so bye