luna mencias st.

alive in spite of me

[ddandelion-amongst-roses]

I am not asking and will never ask you to stay with me until end of time. No one will ever do that. I know it and I already accepted that a long time ago

before you.

[uyesurana]

[lunarflwrs]

RIBS · LORDE

[ddandelion-amongst-roses]

i just want to cry, all the time

[ddandelion-amongst-roses]

Je te déteste

[ddandelion-amongst-roses]

Love is an action word

Love is a verb. It is now that I completely, fully understand and appreciate this phrase. I don’t feel any butterflies on my stomach whenever you say that you love me. At the back of my head, I know for sure that you actually love me. But. For me. Somehow. It’s. Just. Words. Don’t worry, you do not need to do anything or change. I know it’s all on me. I don’t know why I don’t feel loved. Love is not anymore the words that utter through your mouth now. It now requires action. It demands action.

“Ikaw ba ang nagbago

O ako

O tayo?

Baka tayo?”

[ddandelion-amongst-roses]

Bought myself flowers today to feel good. To feel sane. To feel that there’s still one thing I could do to put away the weight of everything that is happening around us. This world, I’ve never been more terrified and unsafe my whole life. I can’t stop thinking about everyone that I love, people that I cared about. How will I protect them? Who will protect them? I know God is watching over us and these too shall pass. But I am scared. Never been more scared.

Please do your best to stay alive. Please.

[ddandelion-amongst-roses]

why am i so unhappy

[soft-fille]

“Stars and books and flowers. I go on dreaming –”

— Rosalía de Castro, tr. by Kate Flores from “They Say That Plants Don’t Talk” (via niimph)

[art-creature]

bubble / mixed media / print

[ddandelion-amongst-roses]

Uupo ka, pakiramdam mo puno ka ng kwento pero walang lalabas sa bibig mo at maski itype ‘to di mo magagawa. Basta uupo ka lang.

Uupo ka pakiramdam mo puno ka ng kwento pero walang lalabas sa bibig mo at maski itype ‘to di mo magagawa. Basta uupo ka lang tapos tititigan mo lang ‘yung magandang view at itatanong mo sa sarili mo kung paano ba talagang maging masaya? Mamimiss mo ‘yung pakiramdam na parang puno ‘yung puso at isip mo ng mga ideya na kuntento ka at masaya ka. Pero tanghaling tapat at .....

*walang makwento*

*joke wala talaga*

*joke meron*

*joke wag na*

[animalsnaps]

[ddandelion-amongst-roses]

07092015

Maybe in another universe I can find time to update my blog and my life as well. Maybe, just maybe. 

[animalsnaps]

[dryyoureyes-startbelieving]

[ddandelion-amongst-roses]

I hope so

[miserydesigns]

The Crimson Curse

[youphoric]

[ddandelion-amongst-roses]

Tonight I put your memories on a jar

Tonight, I put your name on my remnants jar, I placed in the most hidden part of my bed

In hope, that this night it will bring “us” in my dream and take us somewhere in the galaxy where my and your universe will collide

Yes, I put you on a jar as a token of defiance ‘cos I have vowed a hundred that I will not/ will never again, write about you

But here I go again re-living you using my words, again in my imaginations

Remembering so clearly the same emotions I’ve felt in the past drowning in them again

Tonight, I put you on a jar not because I want you to be a memory rotten by time, but as a memory I can always relive anytime