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Oh its bad bad

#rainy vents #i was trying to write a post abt something i saw like #typical big feelings style #but I'm like #numb rn #the depression do be winning i fear

I think I just lost all my google tabs

Like legit over 300 saved ao3 tabs

A million saved meme concepts

Things I need to do and didn't want to forget

Idk man

Yes I spent forever trying to figure out how to get them back

No I don't think I will

Idk

#numb rn

//Gonna watch the BATIM play through (the new one) Lemme know if you wanna plot something or whatever!

#forgive me #just had my supposed best friend #abandon me when i had a mental breakdown #so im kinda #numb rn #tw slight vent

Can I get stuff in my inbox

Anything at all

#I'm not sure if I'm upset #I'm more...#numb rn #but i tgink i need some attention

Me, dissociating: hi welcome to dennys

#car car drove by and I couldn't see it but I thought it was gonna crash into me lol #I'm very #numb rn #I'm gonna take a nap or something #I'm just rlly spacey and tired and #hhhh #berg.txt

oh, on another note, its my rapists birthday today which meanss its the anniversary of when i got raped. thanks fb

#im oversharing sorry #numb rn

There's so much paint i want to splatter.

#so many thoughts are running rn #fuck #i hate this #im like #numb rn #but #i feel so sad and angry #yet #idc at the same time #i feel like #a bittersweet smile is stuck on me #that bittersweet feeling #idk #i just want to scream #i want to cry #i want to be me #i want to be happy #i want to not be alonr #!!!!!!@

Scratch that..

HELLL YEAH!!! APARTMENT SHOPPING!!!!! I friggin need it from a day like yesterday. BUT CHECK IT OUT!! CHECK IT ALL OUT!!!!!

First, my bed/couch!!! Is it a bed? Or is it a couch!? It's a FUTON! UuU Which I will be sleeping on day in and day out.

Next up we have, KITCHEN WARE!!! Which is the MAIN EVENT PRETTY MUCH!!!! But WHAAAAT could be SOOOOO exciting about KITCHENWARE!?!?!? LEMME FUCKIN SHOW YOU WHATS SO EXCITIN ABOUT FUCKIN KITCHENWARE!!!!!!

THE. KETTLE. GAIS!!!!!!!!!!!

ALL OF THIS!?!??! ALL OF THIS!?!?!??! IS MINE!!!!! I HAVE PAYED FOR THESE THINGS AND THEY ARE ON THEIR WAY TO MY APARTMENT!!!! :'''''''''D I…. am so…….. HAPPY!! Despite this 2 day headache I've been nursing I am EXCIITEEEEDDD!!!! Wanna know how much this friggin set was?? No you do NOT!!! You will CRY!!! But uh… let's just say… >n>;;; It was… like…… more than the futon…. or two of them...

ANYWAY!!! Let's continue the theme with…. PIKA PLAAATES!!!

I AM GONNA BE SO HAPPY!!!! EATING ON THESE!!! WITH FOOD I MAKE!!! WITH MY POKE'UTENSILS!!!!! AHH!!! It's been my DREAM since I was 8 to have a house with all Pokemon stuff!! And now? I will try to ACHEIVE it!!

Lastly, we have, BATH! Which is scarce because if I bought 1 more thing I wouldnt have enough to pay my student loan for the month XD;;;

BUT here is the BABY!!!

I'm gonna try and make ALL my wash cloths WATER POKEMON ONLY!! It just makes sense. Right?

SO!

Ok, ok, ok okkkkkkkaaay!! I just like.. NEEDED to share that with the masses!! Sorry if like… I dunno it bugged anyone to see but… I am just, so proud of myself for being an adult about this. Like managing my budget, calculating withdrawls and deposits in my register, getting things I NEED….. and that it's all pokemon X3;;. But I will NEVER not use thhese. I'll use them untill the end of my life! This I swear! OKAY! okay. ok ok ok ok bye X////w///X

Scratch that… had to cancel everything but the fucking futon and washcloth...

#shittiest fucking week ever #im #so #numb rn