I can't believe I'm almost done with my third week of nursing school! Things are going well. Next week is our first week of in-facility clinical. I'm a little nervous about that, and I'm kind of struggling with 'thinking like a nurse'. I don't want to go in there and just freeze and be scared to do anything because I've literally never been in that position before. I've never worked in healthcare. I've been in nursing facilities, like the one we are going to, but only as a visitor. I really don't want to mess up or make a fool of myself.... I just have to convince myself that I'll be fine, I can do this. Fake it till you make it! 🙃
Also, I've decided that the only way I'm going to be able to lose weight is if I'm super strict with myself. I can't eat "unhealthy" foods in moderation. I can't do moderation. I apparently don't know how. So within the next few days I'm planning on starting keto again. I HAVE to lose more weight to save my sanity, and wishful thinking is getting me nowhere. 😔