1. How does your muse react to others breaking the law? If they would do it themselves, what is their reasoning?
“I’m not overly fond of breaking laws, but I don’t do anything when people I know are breaking the law. A lot of the people I know do it, like a lot of them are big fans of underage drinking, and they say there’s nothing wrong with that but...” he shrugged softly. “I don’t know how I feel about that yet”
6. What is your muse’s relationship like with their father? Is it good, bad, or complicated?
“It’s....complicated. I love my dad, and he loves me. And he’s always been a really nice man, he’s the sweetest. Everyone loves him” he said, his smile turning into a frown. “But if he really knew me, I don’t think he would love me anymore. Just like my brother” he stopped for a few seconds. “I know that everything he does he thinks is for the best for me but...I just don’t want my dad to hate me. I don’t want to lose him”
7. What is your muse’s relationship like with their mother? Is it good, bad, or complicated?
“I’m kind of scared of my mom, if I’m being honest” he looked down. “Like my dad is really sweet and a very genuine person, but my mom- i dont know. She acts really nice but I always feel like she doesnt mean any of it. She says she loves me, and I believe her, but I don’t know. If she knew the truth about me too, she’d hate me. Way, way more than my dad would. And that really scares me”
9. Does your muse believe in an afterlife? What do they think it’s like?
“I do believe in the afterlife, yes, of course” he nodded. “I believe that there is heaven and hell. And heaven is just beautiful and amazing. You get reunited with everyone youve ever loved and you get to spend the rest of eternity with them in happiness and nothing can go wrong” he smiled. “But then theres hell- which I imagine is just an inhuman amount of pain and suffering for the rest of forever, so..” he shrugged, “I dont know which place I’m going to, but I really hope its heaven”
16. How does your muse handle their emotions? Do they bottle them up or pour them out as soon as they start to feel?
“Oh I definitely don’t hide my emotions” he shook his head, “I always talk about how I’m feeling almost the second I start feeling it, I can’t hold that in. Usually I just talk to Connor about things, I don’t have many friends that I can really talk to about things”
20. How does your muse feel about their body? Would they change it if they could?
“My body?” He said, looking down at himself before looking back up. “Umm...I don’t really hate my body, I think it could be a lot better. Its gotten better since I started dancing, but it still isn’t really great, I don’t know” he shrugged, “I’m not really comfortable being shirtless in front of people, I don’t like being that exposed in front of people”
24. What is your muses sexuality? How did they come to realize this and how do they feel about it? Are they open about it? Has it been difficult for them?
“I figured this question was going to come up” he spoke quietly, pausing before speaking again. “I’m gay.. I’ve known for a few years. I guess the first time I realized I was gay was when I was in church and I couldn’t stop looking over at this other guy my age that was sitting with his family. I couldn’t stop thinking about him for weeks, I didn’t know what was wrong with me” he shook his head. “I don’t like being gay, I don’t want to be gay. I tried really hard to ignore it and just try to be with a girl but I couldn’t do it” he frowned. “Only very few people know that I’m gay and I’m really scared to tell people because I don’t know how they’d react. My parents can never find out or they’d exile me, like they did to my brother. So.... I guess I’m still in the process of figuring myself out but it’s been really difficult for me. Maybe it’ll get easier with time”
27. What hobbies or skills does your character have and how important are they to their life? Is it something they spend a lot of time on? Why or why not?
“My favorite hobby is definitely dancing, I love dancing” he smiled again. “It makes me really happy, I feel really free when I dance. i feel free to be myself and to be comfortable with myself, no one judges me when I’m at my dance classes. I do it all the time, I think I might want to be a professional dancer” he nodded.
30. Has your muse ever been in love? If so, what was it like for them? If they haven’t, what do they imagine it’s like?
“I don’t know if I was in love, I think I was” he frowned, “There was this guy, he was literally perfect. Perfect face, perfect hair, perfect smile, everything. And he was so cool, he didn’t care what anyone thought of him and he was just unapologetically him. And he is MILES out of my league, it was stupid for me to think I even had a chance” he admitted. “But he would never love me the way I loved him and I knew that, I was bound to get hurt. I learned that I don’t like being in love”
35. What was your muse like in high school? What clique did they best fit in with, if any?
“I’m still in high school, actually. I don’t think I really fit in with any of the set cliques there are in schools now a days, I feel kind if like a loner, you know?” He paused, “I dont have a lot of friends, most people dont know who i am, I really just stick to myself and try to do the best I can for my classes, but I’m average at best” he frowned. “I don’t really fit in anywhere in that school, everyone’s so different than what I’m used to”