Tree-T Yourself 🎄 and be the Best YOU to YOUrself 🥳 - No, you can’t do it, you can’t live during a storm. I’m supposed to sit in the house and wither away from grief and stress. I don’t deserve any fun. I’m supposed to hide under a rock and let the holidays pass me by. This is probably one of the hardest seasons I’ve seen so far in my life. I’m struggling with feeling unloved, unattractive, unappreciated, unworthy, unqualified, and any un you can think of. I’m staring down the road of possibly becoming a caregiver without an ounce of resources in my arsenal or even worse, the possibility of burying a parent. I’m say yes to things I need to no to and no to things I need to say yes to. I wake up some days and ask myself “What happened” 🤦🏽♂️🤯🥴 and should I even get out of bed. I wanted to cancel my Friday NYC Holidaycation, because I didn’t want to experience anything with all that’s weighing on me. I thank GOD for people who HE has placed in my life to push me even when I want to be in a funk. I needed this, and even though I didn’t do as much in the city as I usually do, I experienced MY CITY for the holidays for the first time since COVID 🥹🤩🥰🥳 While I don’t have the solution to level 188 🎮 of this storm, I do know that GOD is who I trust and to lean on the people HE’S placed around me 🙏🏽 P.S. It was COLD 🥶🥶🥶 and I was PRESSED for my subway ornaments 💙💙💙 #daycation #holidayescape #nyctakeover #nyc #selfcare (at New York, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CmCYbHAgZFu/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=