december blogpost series! episode 2: NYU NYU NYU NYU NYU
so this did not turn daily which oh well i dug myself into that hole lol
BUT GUESS WHAT AGED WELL
I FOUND OUT I GOT INTO NYU YESTERDAY SO YAYYYYYYYYY
UGH LOOK AT THAT SHINY ACCEPTANCE LETTER I'M ACTUALLY SO HAPPY!!!
if you read my last post no you did not and i TOLD you not believing in myself worked. the superstitions work!!
yes i am a superstitious person, but whatever makes me sleep at night right? anyways typing this up in school after drop a solid 85 on my intro to physics test because i can't physics. i also need to finish up my poster project for this but my partner is currently doing a test and i've done like 95% of the work bc they were sick which i don't mind but they need to be a part of it but once it's like 3:00 PM i'll probably start so we have a good 30 mins of work. i posted my acceptance letter on instagram and nyugallatin added me to their story so i'm also fangirling. nyc here i come i'm actually so happy but i'm also getting a lot of FOMO because i lowk have to pretend nyu is #1 but it's actually #2 i wanted wellesley but i didn't think i'd get in (and i didn't think i'd get into nyu so yeahhhh) BUT BUT BUT i'm still really happy for nyu because i really really really loved this program and it's a good fit for me, so personally i am very happy for myself. there is a little bit for FOMO for wellesley green class of '29. not too much though because i like purple and violets better anyways. class of '29 here we go!!! (i hateeeeee my new graduating class # it's SO bad 2025 BEST YEAR)
wow i look illiterate then i promise i'm actually REALLY LITERATE
good thing about going to nyu is that i feel confident enough to actually participate in the annual college talk the nonprofit i'm part of hosts (technically i'm doing the hosting, i inherited the organizing and hosting in freshman year so this will be my 4th and last year eee!) and i can actually talk real stuff!!! i'm proud of myself and i hope i'll be able to reassure some kiddos that they can get into college!! very happy
sad part is that my boyfriend (AZ if ur a real one) got deferred from princeton (if ur a princeton person reading this... if anyone ever does, hmu pls pls pls i want to help him get in real badddd). ik a lot of hs couples don't make it out but us two hope we will, and we're trying... </3 it would have been easier on us if we both got in... but it's ok!! there's a chance... but apparently a LOT of people are applying nyu so it's getting harder now so ahhh. he will get into a good college though i'm 100% sure, because he's super smart and sweet. he will and has done many good things!! but it's a little more pressure on him now. i thought i'd feel happy with no more pressure but now i'm feeling pressure for him!!! this is not very good. oopsies. it's also now 3:07 pm and i'm not working on the poster so also oopsies.
i gotta send out notifs to the wattpad fam omg i've been on there for so long lol and like i definitely need to let them know. additionally my teachers... i need to let them know a lot... like omg this is crazy stuff crazy crazy.
it feels unreal that i'm grown up. i still feel like a kid, but i'm graduating this year. i'm actually going to college. this feels unreal and insane and i'm just going crazy. maybe i wake up and it'll all be over. the acceptance will be rescinded. it just seems so much like a dream. it's like it's still 2020 and i'm in online school and i'm 12 and it's 7th grade and i still actually don't like my boyfriend because he's a math nerd!!! but i am 17 and completely in love with my boyfriend and it's 2024 and i'm a senior, and i'm not in online school, i'm in high school!!! it's unreal. the world spins and works in mysterious and unimaginable ways. i'm excited to see where it takes me next. i hope i have some control of it. i hope i do well. but only time will tell. my partner is done now so imma go help her with 9 minutes left in class yippee!!!
signing off!
phee
12.13.24, 3:22 PM