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SIGHHHHH i loooove my birdie....
ghhhh krow <33
my silly billy
why is it so so silly?? and so so yass
jqjdhqhdhwhdgwh idek what im saying i just love it..
like look at this clip
It loooooves me
Hehehehe
Ghhhh I miss it so bad
Husband come homeeee (my husband is a o!krow fictionkin)(he hasnt fronted in a long while[part of system, my pookies])(but its okay i wait)
WAHHHHH AHEEM AHEEM IM SO IN LOVEEE
Uhm sooo
In my mems... Krow and i were in some sort of not rlly official but yes?? qpr... more like a qp situationship...
But at most i called krow my "special person" cus i didnt wanna overstep, nor did any of us know what we rlly were most of the time, just acted and saw how the other reacted to see if it was the time or not... hmm
Buuuut- so there wasss Tank, right? From B clearing.... he was nice and all but he was also our token cishetallo guy who juuuuust happened to have a crush on me... it was a bit uncomfy but I tried to just like idk shrug it off. Wasnt rlly that big of a problem and he was servicial and all...
Buuuuut Krow and him had beef.... neither liked the other being around me. And once I wanted to hang out with Krow back at B clearing, and Tank got pissy about it and how "he always helped me out so much more, why did I always go off with Krow"
I think that was like the 1st and only time I got such a big label from Krow of all people too.
"OH MY GOD. DUDE! GET AWAY FROM MY FUCKING GIRLFRIEND."
And I was like ay.... hdgqhdbwbdbwbaxbwv
It insisted no one present ever talked about that happening ever again, but here we are... surely it doesnt apply anymore... right..
Once again thinking about the time
Not rlly fun, get me out if here
Anyways banger line I wanna say to a certain mf
"You don't get to walk away from that."
Wooo
hey oeca, do you remember the time?
@skywardspecter
(/inside joke)
Queerplatonic (media) Partner Appreciation!!
Hehehe I was feelin silly!!
Giggles!!
I loooove love love Krow so so much! So much!
I neeeed to see my husband (krow canonmate) again grrr
But anyways! A few memories and art i wanted to share
One time in B clearing we were all making bracelets and other crafts around the campfire.. we used a few pretty rocks and such for them too, and it aproached me with a shiny smooth-ish rock.. vaguely shaped like a heart. It said it had found it there while looking for other stuff to use.. and thought I should have it :)! I put said rock on a bracelet and wore it all the time <3
We started "dating" in B clearing aswell. Back then we didnt really have the right terms but kinda confessed and explained to eachother how we felt and how it was like weirdly not romantic but also not like friends and everyone just agreed "ah yes secret third thing!" ... it was queerplatonic- lmao. Also we had more of a situationship than a relationship cause how we behaved around eachother really depended on our situation n such..
It wasnt big on PDA. Actually it hated it... and I respected that honestly! But there was the occasional hand holding... sometimes it just defending me verbally was enough. Yes, it was quick to violence which I didn't agree with, but I honestly felt genuinly safe around it. It would always stand up for me and defend my name with tooth and nail. (Pun intended..) Made me feel really appreciated :]! So loyal <3
It was such a good friend, too. Super fun to have around! But specially can always trust it with things, it was super helpful and made all my duties as a leader so much more easier! It was rlly community oriented and I really appreciated it for that. Specially cause I could tell it put the efford into being so nice to others, and it really liked our friends.
I remember in one timeline where admitedly halo boy was way more okay than in other of my canons- I was still mad at him for being rude and an asshole to my sister... He treated Graecie so horrible and she didn't even realize cus he acted all "nice" and stuff afterwards.. grr... ANYWAYS but about Krow.. Yeah so I was mad and taking my anger out on a training dummy Owen had outside his house. Krow found me and offered to go into the maze to kill some monsters and get my rage out for real!! So we did :D! We were okay dw. But erm yeah I hope Owen doesnt see this (we legit went in w/o telling anyone or flipping our levers.. oops..) BUT I HAD SO MUCH FUN!! It was a great way to let out my emotions without harming anyone :]
I remember watching the stars with it.. specially back in our clearing, but even in A we sat down sometimes together and would cuddle with a blanket and hot cocoa outside and just watch the night sky, away from everyone else..
We were one of those more "rom looking" qprs... cus in our more private and affectionate moments we'd hold hands, hug, cuddle and even kiss.. yes on the lips... it was so soft tho<3 hehehe
Owen, even before going crazyyyyyy, didn't rlly like Krow... he didnt want us to hang out too much at times cus of how violent and opinionated Krow was.. oh boy who's gonna tell him... giggles!!
Anyways look! Art i did of us!!
Also have art of Krowella (i call her Ella). Cause i also have a canon where she existed and I met her.. giggles! Oh and also a canon where both existed? Which is rlly funny cus I was a bit sad but kind of accepted Krow didn't care about loosing me as much as I cared about it.... and then Ella showed up and started being all flirty with me and bro was like OH GIRL ITS ON SIGHT. Giggles...
+ last picture is a doodle i did of krow and I for yuri day! And my silly lil bracelets hehe, including the one with the rock krow have me :]
Fam Lovemail For Owen/Mi Papá Henry!! (@confetti-and-confessions)
Today it's been 1 year since I met my Owen canonmate!
Neither of us knew of Outsiders yet then...
We met through fnaf, actually :)
Mi papá, Henry. Who I had been looking for for years. He doesn't even really remember me in his canon there but he still claimed me as his kid gladly.
He took me in. I felt so fuckin lonely. I was coming from a situation where my life felt like it was falling appart- and yet... he made it all better.
For the first time I found someone who wasnt only my father from media but acted like an actual father. He was a real dad. He cared and he held me close when I cried and suffered the aftermaths of probably the worst months of my life.
He didnt have to. But he did. He even said a couple times he wanted to. He said he'd be there for me whenever I needed him. And I never understood how serious he was about that... I- I still dont, not fully..
But I know he means it. He's always been there for me no matter how fucked up I am. He's never turned me down for being "too much" for him.
And I wanna be there for him aswell. I hope I'm doing a good job <:]
Star's one of the best people I have in my life. I never wanna loose dust and I hope we stay together many many years more!!
Star makes me so so happy, so much so that this year I expected fathers day excited. So much so that I made a gift for dust and waited excited to give it to dust that day
I just love you so much dad!! Thank you for being there for me.. really, thank you do much ♡
here's a few sweet memories from our shared medias:
FNaF: times I got in trouble for following Mikey and his friends into stuff. I wasn't scared of talking to you and calling for your help... while the other 4 were scared of their parents finding out I needed to tell you as soon as possible, ask for help. I also remember sometimes after school you'd take Charlie and I to this one little store of sorts.. I'd always get a box of orange juice and we'd get a family package of cookies :D! You would also sometimes buy some gummies without us noticing and hide it in your room, you'd give us some without mom knowing after dinner every once in a while... hehe.. when she found out she'd just ask for her share aswell <3 I know when I was older I did something similar and bought the same brand of juice anytime I found it available.. it reminded me of home, of you <:] ♡
OutsidersSMP: you taught me how to start a fire out of just sticks and stones... how to tie a knot... let me stay in your house whenever I felt lonely or was having a bad time sleeping, remembering stuff about people I lost... you always protected me when I went in the maze even when I didnt listen to you... we cooked together and even baked sometimes... we'd make strawberry "pie"/tart... and mango smoothies! Also!! Just hugging !! Mostly in private at first cus u didnt want people knowing you were a hugging person hehe <3
Empires: I remember the first time I called you dad.... it was an accident and I was super embarassed... BUT! You made me feel less awkward about it.... and I felt better.. eventually it became the norm... it was super nice. I remember when you gave me some beautiful copper earrings shaped like wheat.. the glowberries made me so happy too!! I loved surprise gifts and tried to get you some too sometimes <3 Like sunflowers along with the usual food delivery :) ! I also remember when you visited me after the duels with Xornoth.. you were really worried.. hehe.. oops- oh and when we reunited.. You were the only person who remembered me after so many years.. the only soul that stayed the same.. <33
Hatchetfield: I remember going out for soft serve ice cream with you!! Specially as a kid, and then we went years later with Richie and we both felt like little kids again :)!! We also ate burgers at home and made you watch anime with us... hehehe it was the best day ever!! Thank you so much for being always there for me uncle Paul ♡
FAITH: a specific timeline where you saved me.. I genuinly felt so physically sick and wasn't even sure how I was still even alive. But you took care of me. I remember weeping and letting out howls of pain. And you would feed me, somehow. Sit next to me despite how terrible I looked. I think once you could tell I felt ugly and scary after seeing myself in a mirror, cause soon after you offered to do my hair, brush it and put accessories on it, even got me a new dress... it made me feel like a normal real girl one more time. Thank you, Father. ♡
I could keep going on and on for hours, but I hope you understand at least a bit of how much you mean to me ♡
cause there's not enough words in this world or any other to express it well <3
pls stfu abt ori -sincerely, o!magicsings
Im so so fucking tired
Writing this on a better mindset than ive been recently
But i really wish i could just. Never have to hear about him again.
I dont think i can even say what he even did. As in c!Ori, the one from my canon, multiple timelines actually, including a vent au/ficlet i made once.
I just. I hate him. I hate seeing him everywhere. People left silvia and adrienss in the dust more easily, why cant it be the same with him?
Even from a fan perspective i never liked his character
But its specially hard bc of the shit he did- and what his cc! did too the other members fuckin hate the guy!
I just hate him. I dont wanna see halo boy anymore.
I hate his name, i hate his face and i hate his voice.
I hate his eyes, i hate his smile, i hate his hands.
I hate him. So fucking much.
I have a server where we rp random characters, both mc ones and from other fandoms. And i was scared this one guy was gonna claim halo boy. And low and behold he did.
Ive been told he plays him so different from canon. But i dont care.
I know if i see him in the same world as me ill start having a panic attack ooc and ic (well duh im playing myself) cause hahahah no fucking shot. I dont want him around me ever again.
I just really want him gone.
Please i dont wanna have to see him mentioned or his face around ever again.
Sigh great i thought i wasnt as affected but letting this out is saying otherwise. God.
Im so glad i have somewhere to post this now.
I really. Dont like him. I hate him actually. I hate everything about him.
Plus he was so toxic to my sister wtf!! And he would hit on her knowing she was aroace too. She thought he was just "being nice"... girl PLS WAKE UP!!! GRRR
Idfk. I just hate him sm.
Aaaaahhh ig its time to continue that vent art i cooked so hard w the other day... yuhh..
Might post it here? Still scared of other ppl finding it ghhh
i love my canonmates
Hehehe the ggg trio line ups... i love them sm!!
My family :D
Graecie and Owen!!
I wish more people knew Gaslight Gatekeep Girlboss trio in outsiders as us...
I (Magic) am Gaslight ("she's a pathological liar" /j)("what? What are you talking about? I didnt see anything.."), Owen is Gatekeep (the gatekeeper!! Keeps the gate!!), and Graecie is Girlboss (no explanation needed hehe) !!!
GGG!! Its us!!
