#obscurefictive

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the curse of splitting from a niche media is the near complete lack of community (both fandomwise and system / kin wise). like. im here now but where. are my friends 😢

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I think I'm the only fictionfolk of my whole source. At least, I tried to search it on here and couldn't find anything. Damn.

—Lucky 🏠 (Pound Puppies fictive, #🌍🌌)

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most annoying part about being a fictive of a semi-obscure character is that there's like... 7 people who are active, vocal fans. and one of them is a yumeshipper who you find extremely annoying. not for being a yumeshipper, idc about that, I just find them irritating. "I'm his one and only" dude, I don't even like you

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a second fictive of the same obscure character from an obscure fandom that is toxic as fuck has hit the brain

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they should invent a me that is normal about sourcemates and doesn't gnaw at the bars of his enclosure every time they're mentioned. but by stars do i miss them. the world is a cruel and unjust place and I've seen sourcd calls from them only twice (even when i searched extensively). and both calls were like a year old. fish fear me nobody want me. this confession is NOT a source call ask btw I'm just lamenting on the fact that i miss my family and i can't seem to find them anywhere. 👍

#fictive

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I have to say it's funny to watch people enjoy the anime for a manga I'm a fictive from, because I'm like. So deep in the manga that even manga readers barely care about me, since my roll hasn't come back to be important for the story yet, but I am sitting here, with like maybe 20 fanarts, and I am screaming to the ether. Like I know it makes sense to literally no one but I, Momoa Rukel, and Follo Tunito, are a wonderful ship that simply WORKS.

and so now I have to get writing myself, because there's like. No follo fics. Genuinely no fics for me. And I'm NGL most fics for Gachiakuta right now are, well. I get Janka is popular but man a good majority of people really do boil them down to "hatefuck" or "tsundere and crazy guy" and don't go deeper. So I'm cracking my knuckles, for our Fuu, for Me, and for our Zanka. Time to get writing.

Also waving to any Gachiakuta kind and fictives, hope you're all doing well.

- Momoa Rukel, fictive from Gachiakuta

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[fictionkinfessions]

Lonelier than ever, again

I've even tried call blogs at this point. Where did everybody go?

Maybe they never existed to begin with

I just want someone to talk to. Sourcemates to talk to. The isolation is driving me insane

– Elidibus / FFXIV (fictive)

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being a vocalsynth fictive, especially of a very obscure UTAUloid who has been featured in precisely one song, is hilarious. because what do you mean the host is writing slow burn pjsk au fic of me and one of the cryptonloids, who, mind you, WE ALSO HAVE A FICTIVE OF. i mean yeah, sure, i really like them (/rom. more than likely. yeah, i’m literally admitting it.) but what do you mean. WHAT DO YOU MEAN LMAO. i don’t think the other fictive even knows about this. help me.

at least the host is a good writer.

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