#obsessed !!!!!!

[fatherscurse]

in other news i’ve been obsessed w hotd and i want to write a modern viserys 😭😭😭

[bnjmin]

the line of professionalism is barely even visible anymore, if only between the two of them - as a thank you for everything he'd done thus far, eliza had invited ben to her latest show. and, sure, it may have taken some convincing, but with the promise that he could watch from a secluded, stage-adjacent balcony, she'd won him over. (hopefully.) now, post-show, she falls into the seat of a private car beside him, high on performance adrenaline. "so - did y'have fun?" there's barely enough time for ben to answer before she holds his cheeks in her hands, pressing a haphazard kiss to his temple. "i'm so glad you came." lawyer verse hehe :)

                                                                            @strnza

she's  singing  and  he's  in  a  sweatshirt  with  the  hood  up,  a  mask  on,  and  he's  hoping  that's  enough  to  keep  him  from  getting  photographed  by  someone  with  a  stupidly  high  resolution  camera  and  a  Twitter  account  with  100k  followers.  the  private  balcony  helps,  and  cuts  down  the  chances  of  that  happening  tenfold,  but  he's  still  clearly  battling  some  paranoia.  not  enough  to  keep  him  from  enjoying  the  show  --  much  different  watching  in  person  than  on  youtube  (which  is  one  of  the  reasons  why,  he  assumes,  she  invited  him.  she  hasn't  let  him  live  that  down  just  yet).

                       she's  still  hot  from  the  stage  lights  when  she  joins  him  in  the  car  later.  he's  in  the  backseat,  mask  down  underneath  his  chin  when  she  slides  next  to  him,  asks  if  he  had  a  good  time.  (of  course  he  did.  he  likes  concerts,  she's  amazingly  talented,  the  vip  treatment  doesn't  hurt.)

he  answers  while  she's  already  pulling  him  forward,  touching  her  lips  to  his  head.  he  feels  bad  --  he's  a  little  warm,  like  always,  and  there's  probably  perspiration  where  she  lands.  "thanks.  for  everything.  you  --"  there's  a  large  part  of  him  that  wants  to  bite  his  tongue,  just  clean  off,  so  that  he  can't  finish  the  sentence  he's  just  started.  as  nerve  endings  and  brain  signals  have  it,  it  slips  back  through  his  teeth  for  him  to  say,  "you  want  to  come  over?"

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listening to blame me by monsta x while writing the next part of releve <3