Dick Grayson aka fckboy
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Dick Grayson aka fckboy
sorry i havent been posting ;; school’s been eating me up alive, almost over though!! here’s an old oc i doodled up while listening to nv <3
dickarren married couple spicing up their sex life decide to try rping the first time they met except instead of dick passing out mid argument and robbing arren the next morning, they take the argument to an inn room upstairs and fuck it out
and the experience is so mortifyingly fulfilling for both of them that afterwards theyre side by side under the covers staring wide eyed up at the ceiling like. should we start our relationship over from scratch??
i do think that in the middle of this experience arren gets visibly emotional and dick asks him what’s wrong and arren is like (still in character) you’re gonna laugh at me but…..i just suddenly had this beautiful vision of us together in the future……living in a little house, raising animals, sharing our lives with each other and our loved ones, still not tired of it after years adventuring……..weird, huh. and dick is like (holding back tears) Do Not do this to me, arren samuel bones. not while we’re literally roleplaying our younger selves.
oh i just had such a self indulgent sillysad idea about dick and arren and sex
dick spent a lot of his life absorbing insults like a sponge, especially in situations when he was particularly vulnerable. once, one of his partners (not a great guy, but mostly just a chronic foot-in-mouther) laughed at his O-face and told him he looked goofy instead of sexy, unknowingly confirming something dick had already suspected about himself, after which dick was like ok! i’m never having sex ever again! and then a little while later he was like alright i was being dramatic. it’s doggy style in the dark only from now on.
a few years down the line, on the surface he’s like haha that was so stupid, what an insane thing to say to someone you’re fucking. it’s all in the past now. but secretly he has never let go of that comment which happened to fit so neatly into the larger picture of his self-loathing and fear of showing anyone his feelings, and has long since made hiding his face during sex a habit. none of that is particularly well resolved by the time he and arren finally get together, and the anxiety actually gets worse bc dick likes arren so much.
so the first time they have sex face-to-face and dick is about to cum, he grabs arren hard and buries his face in his shoulder, and only lets him go once his brain and vision have cleared up enough for him to fix his face. arren thinks it’s just an adorable involuntary thing, so dick gets away with it the next few times as well, until arren specifically mentions one day how much he’d like to see dick’s face as he cums. and dick, who loves him and is making a very honest attempt to stop constantly deflecting whenever they get close to sensitive topics (of which there are mortifyingly many), finally admits that he doesn’t want arren to see bc he’s afraid he’ll think it’s goofy and get turned off.
cut to the next time they’re having sex, when arren spends hours just getting dick so out of his own head that by his nth orgasm of the night he can’t possibly remember to cover his face, and stupid lovesick arren sees his red, sweaty, tear-stained face, screwed-shut eyes, and scrunched-up nose and goes “oh fuck” and instantly cums. happy ending
dick: (in shock and disbelief) did…did you just cum?? from looking at me???
arren: (genuinely offended) sometimes i get a half chub just seeing you smile, and i’m supposed to not cum from watching you orgasm?? what do you want from me
dick: (tearing up)
god bless you yaelokre for giving me the most perfect imaginable pair of songs to put on dick and mel’s playlists (neath the grove is a heart and harpy hare respectively)
immediately after THIS freaking bit in ‘neath the grove is a heart’ (dick) is the first instance of the main motif from ‘harpy hare’ (mel)!!!!!! that’s fucking bananas!!!!!!!!!!
dick trying his very best to embrace the idea that Home that can only ever be where he currently is and a life solely dedicated to the wild, but his mind and heart still keep drifting back to mel, still in the place he ran from
but in the context of mel’s playlist, i think harpy hare is like……mel mocking their mother abt how in driving dick to flee, she unknowingly lost mel’s love—but it’s that exact bitterness/cruel edge that makes her most like their mother
mel’s harpy hare is a bitter, ironic lament of how the three of them have ended up so distanced from one another. while to dick, the harpy hare motif and the way it strengthens over the course of neath the grove represents his growing resolve to return and face his past—his love for mel, his fear of his mother, and the myriad possibilities of who mel might now be after years of being raised by their mother without him, none of which he can ever know if he doesn’t turn back. harpy hare sees mel stuck in place and dick at a turning point
sorry i feel sooo narratively rewarded by my own playlists. literal years before yaelokre released hayfields (w/ harpy hare and neath the grove) this was one of the VERY FIRST songs i put on dick’s. he’s my hare he’s my jackrabbit baby
i do feel kinda bad doing this with meadowlark songs just bc theyre so fundamentally connected to yaelokre’s own world/lore/ocs but hopefully they will simply never see me slapping my own guys on top
arren internally upon discovering this about dick
dungeon meshi au with dick’s party (leader arren + suying + dick + maybe egg) except mel would absolutely be a dungeon lord and it’s a whole fucking thing when they find out
arren: the lord of the dungeon……am i crazy or did she look just like……… (everyone turns to look at dick, who is in utter shock)
and the next chapter or two are flashbacks to dick’s past. like that
i think it would be so funny if in yet another oc crossover event mars happens to see dick with his hair down surrounded by woodland creatures and is like that’s the most beautiful woman i’ve ever seen
mars: please forgive my forwardness, i just haven’t been able to keep my eyes off of you all night. could i buy you a drink?
dick: oh gods i’m flattered but i have a husband
mars: you deserve two husbands (internally) i’ll fuck her husband too if that’s what it takes.
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dick: (teaching local kids about nature, helping one up and wiping dirt from their cheek, playing hand games with a group of them, generally being quite good with kids)
mars, champion of a fertility goddess: (digging his fingers into his thigh) i need her to have my children.
mars separately meets arren and also thinks he’s hot. he absolutely does not make the connection that arren’s husband “dick” is the beautiful woman he keeps seeing around
when he eventually finds out he’s devastated bc he likes arren and is therefore unwilling to make a cuckold of him, but he can also tell he’s debilitatingly monogamous so the have sex with both of them plan is not going to fly