My turn for an essay, huh? Lmao bet, puttin it under a read more
Sid
alone: How does your OC deal with loneliness? Have they ever been completely alone before? How do they act when there's no one around to see them?
Sid does NOT handle being alone well at all, hence why hes always seen with a friend or with his emotional support cat, Ramen. There have been a few occasions where hes been completely on his own though, and they never end well because he has a very fragile mental state after losing his hubbys
As for how he acts well, he def lets his hair down and his stress shows more clearly. He'll either look extremely exhausted from having to maintain his 'sunshine and fun times' persona, or he'll be jumpy and paranoid due to his anxiety (usually only happens if he doesnt have Ramen nearby after a particularly bad day)
nightmare: What does your OC have nightmares about? How do they deal with their nightmares? Do they tell people, or keep it to themself?
He handles his nightmares by either not sleeping or by keeping all the emotions that come from them locked in one spot for no one to see. He doesnt tell anyone about them if he can get away with it, but there are a few people who know him too well to not notice.
His nightmares usually consist of losing his loved ones in some way or form, whether that be through tragic accidents or by them leaving him for 'better things'. Another common nightmare of his is being unable to find his way back to his original universe after all the dimension hopping he's done, but that one isnt as pressing since he can always backtrack from Eval's domain.
Micha
fear: What is your OC's greatest fear? What do they do when confronted with it? Are they open with their fear, or do they hide it away?
Micha's biggest fear is being replaced and/or forgotten. He's already been somewhat pushed to the side in favor of Gideons more chipper personality. He knows its irrational though since he and Gideon are assigned to different tasks and jobs that play to their strengths, and despite his attitude he does consider him to be his best friend. He's privately open about his fears with the few people he trusts, but otherwise he keeps a tight lock on that info.
Eval
bound: Has your OC ever been imprisoned or captured? What happened? How did they get out? Did the experience leave any scars?
He's been imprisoned and captured a couple times in his stupidly long life, and he's not shared that information with anyone (not even the people he trusts the most like Trev or the trio). Its a dark part in his life that he doesnt like to remember.
The scar across his nose actually happened because he was captured prior to his ascension to godhood, but he doesnt remember his life before ascending so no one knows the story.
guilt: What is your OC guilty about? How do they handle their guilt? Do they try to avoid guilt, or do they accept it?
He doesnt show it but Eval actually feels a ton of guilt, especially survivors guilt since hes one of the few remaining gods of his pantheon. He doesnt dwell on it too much anymore, having long since grown used to hiding away his emotions behind a mask of sarcasm and indifference.
There are two big contributors to his guilt, however, that he cant really escape from: Trevik and Kestas ( @silentfallnight ). He hates that he wasnt around to protect Trev, and feels even more guilt at being unable to find and heal him sooner. As for Kestas, its a similar situation of having watched him be killed in battle and being unable to help despite all the power granted by his title as the god of war.
