Ok so I made this character, Souka (yes I know what it means but that's his name ok ) and he was basically comic relief, but he somehow attached himself to me so....idk
and he just really screwed up and shit and now his lover's left to some super tall guy who hates Souka and he's just been like really, really depressed and I can't rp the tall guy and Tony's just like pretty pissed and I haven't even told him my dilemma and idk why Souka is so fkn important to me but he is and I'm just like crying for him and shaking and Idk what the fuck to do I'm just like dying here there are too many complex and hurtful emotions i just can't handle i'm only 15 like fuck i don't know what this is supposed to feel like but i do and it's like
i feel like it's really weird to feel so strongly about one character who's a COMIC RELIEF character but he just turned out to be so important to me and i just can't stop feeling like crap for him