#of addiction

[i-write-shakespeare-not-disney]

Addiction VIII pt.67

“Yeah?” He slowed his movements, and ran his fingers through his hair. “What is it?”

Keith traced his finger over Lance's lips, feeling the warmth breaths ghost over them. “I won't go anywhere if you don't either.”

Blue eyes scanned his face for a moment before a gentle smile spread on his face, dimple and all. “I already told you I wouldn't.”

Keith nodded. “Good.”

Lance chuckled and leaned down to kiss him so hard, Keith felt lightheaded. Time was a distant concept as Lance built him up higher and higher, every movement so gradual and gentle that Keith felt like he was going crazy. His hands touched wherever he could, and every kiss made his heart pound harder.

They breathless, shaking, and sweaty. The room was significantly quiet in light of their sounds just moments earlier- the bed frame, the sound of their bodies, their voices hitching on the other’s name between moans. Now it was just their panting breaths and pounding hearts. Lance was resting his head on Keith’s shoulder as Keith’s hand coursed through his hair.

“You okay?” Lance whispered. Keith hummed in affirmation. “Lemme catch my breath and I’ll help you clean up.” Keith hummed again, sleepily as he rubbed up and down Lance’s arm which was draped over his torso. Lance chuckled and tilted his head up toward him. “D’you forget how to talk, principe?”

Keith shook his head. “No. Just sleepy. And warm.” Lance laughed softly and hugged him tighter.

There was a lot Keith still didn’t know about Lance and their dynamic, but one thing he did know was that no one had ever made him feel as content, safe, and comfortable as Lance did.

[cleansingmysoulfic]

He took Isak’s hands, saw the confusion in his eyes as Even started walking him backwards through the water, back to the beach. Even had found his soulmate, he knew he had, and yet it had been so difficult for him to see this was what he wanted for so long. A house, a family, a husband. Growing old together, his heart with Isak and Isak’s with him. They were Isak and Even, had been for over four years. Fuck his fears, fuck everything.

Epilogue| Four years later...

Of Addiction

[minormortals]

Dy just exploded my whole heart (you guys are really in for it) and I don't want to take off my comfy, cute ass new pajamas. What's a girl to do?

[cleansingmysoulfic]

Chronological order version 2: order of events in real time

(Both versions in the same post)

Cleansing My Soul chapter 1

Cleansing My Soul chapter 2

Cleansing My Soul chapter 3

Cleansing My Soul chapter 4

Of Addiction chapter 1

Cleansing My Soul chapter 5

Of Addiction chapter 2

Cleansing My Soul chapter 6

Of addiction chapter 3

Of Addiction chapter 4

Cleansing My Soul chapter 7

Of addiction chapter 5

Of Addiction chapter 6

Cleansing My Soul chapter 8

Cleansing My Soul chapter 9

Of Addiction chapter 7

Cleansing My Soul chapter 10

Of Addiction chapter 8

Of Addiction chapter 9

Cleansing My Soul chapter 11

Of Addiction chapter 10

Cleansing My Soul chapter 12

Cleansing My Soul chapter 13

Of Addiction chapter 11

Cleansing My Soul chapter 14

Cleansing My Soul chapter 15

Cleansing My Soul chapter 16

Cleansing My Soul chapter 17

Cleansing My Soul chapter 18

Of Addiction chapter 12

Cleansing My Soul chapter 19

Of Addiction chapter 13

Cleansing My Soul chapter 20

Of Addiction chapter 14

Of Addiction chapter 15

Cleansing My Soul chapter 21

Of Addiction chapter 16

Of Addiction chapter 17

Cleansing My Soul chapter 22.1

Cleansing My Soul chapter 22.2

Of Addiction chapter 18

Cleansing My Soul chapter 22.3

Cleansing My Soul chapter 23.1

Cleansing My Soul chapter 23.2

Cleansing My Soul chapter 23.3

Cleansing My Soul chapter 23.4

Cleansing My Soul chapter 23.5

Of Addiction chapter 19

Of Addiction chapter 20

Cleansing My Soul chapter 24

Of Addiction chapter 21

Cleansing My Soul chapter 25

Of Addiction chapter 22

Of Addiction chapter 23

Cleansing My Soul chapter 26

Of Addiction chapter 24

Cleansing My Soul chapter 27

Of Addiction chapter 25

Of Addiction chapter 26

Cleansing My Soul chapter 28

Epilogue Of Addiction

Epilogue Cleansing My Soul

[cleansingmysoulfic]

Even dropped the phone.

He actually dropped it, it fell between him and Isak on the couch and for a second he was frozen. He was stuck in place as the words dawned on him, and then when the spell broke he stumbled to get his phone back. "Sorry," he apologised, "I dropped you.”

26| Miracle

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[cleansingmysoulfic]

“I missed you so much.”

It wasn’t hard to admit to it, and so Even continued when Isak didn’t stop him, “I thought I had lost you and wanted to fix myself before coming back. I didn’t think of how it could scare you.” His words earned a squeezing hug from Isak, one that left him unable to breathe, but Even loved it. It was another sign of reassurance that told him how everything would be fine. They had survived the storm, and like the drawing Isak had just made, they’d be close from now on.

24| Love

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[cleansingmysoulfic]

But putting your problems into art did not make them go away. They became visible for others, which did make it easier to share them without doing much explaining, like he had done with Isak on their first date, but it wasn’t a solution.

23| Cleanse

Of Addiction