This is a man who I cannot wait for him to be my husband. A man who gets up before me in the morning to bring me coffee and knowing that after a long precious day of horrible lady-pains and crippling anxiety, he gets up brings me coffee exactly how I like it and am antianxiety so I don't even have the option to feel that crippling weight of today. A man who when I get up in the morning and get dressed and say that I'm not doing my make up, his response is to tell me that make up or no, I'm doing a thousand times better than yesterday. The affirmation that I'm okay and a bad day is just a bad day with a new day around the corner is everything I need to hear. Also, he takes a page from @mayhemandmerriment's book of how to deal with my broken brain anxiety from when I tell him that I didn't take an antianxiett because my anxiety told me it was too far away and I deserved to feel that way, he laughed at me and said I should stop listening to my brain. So here's to a man who I cannot wait to take his name and be his misses. I'm sorry my mess is now yours but I think I'm in the best hands. #fiance #ofcourseisaidyes #nerdsinlove #renfaire #herestothefuture