#offblivion

[offblivion]

as broken as i am,

how much more will you tear me apart?

i have already been torn asunder—there’s nothing left of me to maim.

[offblivion]

i hate how my softness leads to anger.

i count to ten, think happy thoughts, breathe steadily, and i still end up in flames—

my anger is my hell.

[offblivion]

fate is just a concept of unpredictability,

and i was unable to see what’s ahead of our story—it ended without starting.

[offblivion]

"i'm exhausted."

i solely say those words because it’s simply the way i am at some point in time.

the heaviness within me isn’t for anyone else to carry; the whirlwind of a mind i have isn’t for another to think about; each and every sigh i dejectedly heave isn’t a cry for help; and the apparent weariness seen in my eyes is never meant to be stared into.

i never needed any sort of pity because one shall leave that all for myself.

yes. i am tired, but i only ever needed to be held.

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[offblivion]

haunt me,

forever linger upon my presence. i am yet a living soul dreaming of death for your ghost.

[offblivion]

you are a monster.

you have teared my walls to shreds,

skinned my past alive,

and ate the truths from my flesh.

i am ruined, and yet, you held me most divine.

[offblivion]

just like a dream i never thought would exist in this lifetime, you betided.

you happened.

[offblivion]

i like a quiet scene—a hush descending upon me, but never did i like the quiet of my mind.

so, leave me alone, but never with my thoughts.