“No, no, no, don’t die on me!” ( jace )
alec’s vision was going blurry, he couldn’t focus on anything. he just wanted to close his eyes and go to sleep. he needed to sleep. he was done, he had nothing left to give being awake. he just remembered a demon, a giant claw. jace. why was jace there? he was in trouble. jace was gonna get hurt. no. jace couldn’t get hurt, alec wouldn’t let it. he jumped in front of the claw, saving his brother. and oh. it got him. it got him good. he was dying. bit disappointing really. no montage of happy moments, no bright light. just darkness and it was cold. so cold. but jace was still there. he was in jace’s arms. his jace. “i’m sorry.” what was he apologizing for? dying. “you’re okay. all i wanted. you to be okay.” he could barely talk, but he didn’t want to leave these words unsaid. “all of them. tell....i love them.” he couldn’t form whole sentences, it was taking too much out of him. he reached up and let his hand caress his parabatai’s cheek, tears leaving his own eyes. “i love you, jace.” @ofherondalc












