definitely seen people w better words better language better communication talk abt same point (that am try circle around over, and over, and over again in that post and still not feel right) in much better n concise n clear easy understand less twisty way than am n
really do appreciate allies people w better words than me n more language privileged communication privileged bc really they help lots in help word n can borrow words from n help spread word n have more language / language take up less effort so have more energy talk more to various people to spread word. like NEED. n appreciate bc can’t be here without you all
but (esp on posts like these talk abt severe speech language communication difficulties, have them severe enough but also never enough to be perfect puppet n so kicked out HSN by those ableist ppl for not have enough) can’t help feel also bitter bc
of course the good clear concise words be made by people w more communication privilege language privilege! how ironic!
bc in truth do depend on people help for communicate! lots! can’t fully communicate everything want without it - can’t even fully communicate everything am want WITH it! yet still, kicked out— like know ableist ppl going be ableist n no interest be palatable to them but still like
n then also think about people am have language communication privilege over like
it always why am say “am random HSN autistic person online this be my experience n every HSN / level 3 / nonverbal / etc autistic be different so can’t speak for everyone but maybe give you insight for the HSN / etc person in your life you think abt rn”
