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this was supposed to be a small quick doodle and then I look and I accidentally spent over two hours on it

And. Moona doodle also 😮 🤯

#Woah I need to start using references more often bc what even is that hand lel #Rider coroika #Full moon glasses coroika #Okey so the rider on the left is fuzzyed. Ok yeah it is(was?) connected to lab au somehow #Actually it was connected basically so that army is under mind control or something and like. Like an octoling soldier kinda #And he and rider end up in a fight in some lab space with. Bunch of potions??? Test tubes with sanitized fuzzy ink whatver etc etc #And rider knocks over one of em that has. Fuzzy ink and boom he. Idk it falls on him and he grows bones eugh #Thennnn he can’t go swim mode anymore and like. He’s kinda slower now cuz he now has bones when he didn’t have them before and uh #Idk I honestly think I’ll scrap that idea. As in no fuzzy lab au rider #But instead I’ll just turn it into a different fic or something ? Sure yeah #Um. The right rider doodle was supposed to be swap au rider and the only thing that would’ve changed is the shirt colour from red to blue #But I turned it back to red bc idk it’s just rider now #Moona I like her :) I like full moon glasses Coroika she’s cool #She and rider are married on my tomodachi life island. To me rider is aro and moona is ace and they’re married for no reason #Or like. Idk man I don’t think much about it I like looking at their antics like they’re bugs #Except I borrowed tomodachi life from the library and returned it and gotta wait till I can borrow it again so I can’t observe them yetzzzz #All good tho. Maybe I should save my rambling for my actual website bro why do I ramble so much in the tags?????????????#(Actually I should completely overhaul my website it’s kinda boring as is. Or well I should add more things to it like. Idk a gallery #Gallery of my animal jam dens and outfits maybe…… splatoon oc bios…. But wait I have a toyvouse for OCs. I haven’t added almost anything #To it tho maybe I should do that too #Uhhhhhh #Hm. Well I have summer vacation for all this so yay 🎉🎉🎉

Sorry I forgot Hanneman suggested Byleth undress after they show up with a different hair color. And I miss Hanneman. And also while swapping between Houses and Hopes and seeing Hanneman pop up to help in a Hopes paralogue is just devastating since he doesn't ever actually join you at all and I am denied my old man rights.

So I had to draw this. Thank you for understanding.

#fe three houses #byleth #hanneman von essar #i like that Byleth just kinda stares at him and he realizes WHAT HE SAID and the implications and is like #step back uh forget that I said that #like man so zoned in on research he blurts that out and has to backtrack mentally to AH socially bad to say that my bad #if i need to tag this as anything lemme know even though it is a conversation in game basically (minus the marriage)#also if you have never married hanneman i genuinely enjoyed his s support and was VERY surprised and hes just #honestly one of my favorites overall in 3h ?? and im still bummed i cant play as him in thropes like thats just mean #also i think if byleth was like oh well if its awkward to see someone undress randomly #then marriage would solve the awkwardness this is truly the best deduction #which is really funny that i can see it happening with both leths despite my hc of them #with fyleth as bi and myleth as ace i think both would just be like AH cool we can avoid awkwardness by marriage #and hanneman just wants to go lie down in a ditch because he said something like that #and and byleth doesnt even know about religion while working at church school they dont know about school regulations #that wasnt really on their mind to check ok just saying you could tell byleth no to something #and then they just go oh school policies i understand unfortunately #and the person is like no we just meant its frowned upon to do archery practice in the tea garden its not technically illegal just dont??

sir Sleeby, Lord Of Naps, within his precious blanket pile

#cats #wow.. a single post lol... It's been 10 days since I was on tumblr really aughh #Everything has been put to the back of my mind sort of so I can just focus on moving to a new apartment #i was SUPPOSED to move on June 30th so I went to the office again to check out the details some and they #were like ''erm actually.. i know we SAID that was ok.. but we checked with the management and if you moved at that date #the rent would be higher since we're holding the apartment for you for too long. sowwy :)'' (which like.. WHY would that not #just be a One Time 'holding the apartment' fee??? why should that make the actual base rent higher? like #I'm locked into a higher monthly price now for an entire lease year just because you held the apartment for me for TWO #weeks ONE single time?? -_- so then I was given the option of moving in early to still get the apparently lower #price (what I thought it was going to be on the 30th) but that means my moving date went from the 30th to like... the 12 - 14th #so .. erm... Which I am of course... a detail oriented list making planning schedule loving freak so I basically had everything packed 2 #months ahead of time (knowing I plan to move just not sure where. I am a 'show up to the airport 7hr before ur flight' type lol) BUT STILL #...dates moving around that much is an adjustment... evil.... I was supposed to get the keys today but then they called with another delay #-_- so.. I'm still just waiting.. yaay apartment complexes that are managed by giant billion dollar companies with thousands of other #apartment buildings~! yaay!! they always have the best management and most efficient way of doing things!! <(sarcasm of course)#But with huge management companies like that buying everything up it's increasingly harder to find like.. small independent apartment #complexes. Unless you want to live in some random person's attic or something. Which like.. can be okay?? But is generally not possible for #me since it's still very important for me to be covid informed so sharing a kitchen or other interior space with my landlord basically #would mean I have to mask in like every area of the house. etc. etc. ANYWAY.. main point being I am hustling to move to another apartment #fairly quickly and somewhat unexpectedly so.. I haven't been as attentive to anything else.. I'm still working a liiiitle on like..#editing game videos and working on my game doing the writing or art when I get some downtime. but largely I'm just either working on #moving preparations OR resting. Having chronic illness and such is very very annoying to me actually since it's such a difference like..#Most of my entire life I've been extremely the type to get lost in a task and realize I've just done nothing but write for 16 hours .#forget to eat. forget to sleep. just keep doing the Task. singularly goal oriented etc. But as I have more issues it's like.. now I have to #BABYSIT my foolish FRAGILE flesh PRISON (< aka.. literally follow basic self care practices that are entirely normal.. like.. uh.. Eat.#Sleep. so on). I've always resented not just literally being a robot or something. SOOO.. having to do something like move aparmtnets #is just hard to be like.. Okay I need a whole rest day in between moving days. I need a break. I need to sleep 9hrs a night. etc. etc.#Because my BRAIN still wants to do it all in one single 24hr moving stretch. But now I have the body of a sickly inbred prince so I must #Relax.. grrr.... and by Relax of course I still mean... something that can technically count as working towards a productive goal LOL..#but just.. one that is not physically or mentally engaging/is restful (like doing game art. etc.). hee hee... :3

it's so fucked up how you can grow from nerdy kid to cool adult and it's still hard to convince yourself people unironically want to spend time with you

#like ok I speak three languages and make conlangs for fun and linguistics is literally in my blood #and I speak with the rest of the cool kids and apparently being good at school is cool in academia #but they invited me to their sukkot party and I'm still stuck in the “but what if its an evil prank” mindset #because I had that happen to me with kids both in elementary and high school #and now its like. well shucks. been invited to a cool kids party. and Im super nervous I'll get fucking lynched in there #having trauma sucks because I dont even remember the exact incidents that inspire my current panic #and like. they're making an effort to ask what classes I'm taking and I make the same efforts for them #and theoretically? I'm a cool fashionable smart person #they SHOULD like me. I objectively look great and I'm very charming when passionate and we met through something I'm passionate ABOUT #they should like me. so why does it feel like I'm walking into a trap #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #fuck my life actually #vent #this was supposed to be a fun silly post about how much I like having friends #and instead Im having a fucking panic attack about how good my life is??#like. I have friends. I do well in school. I've even been fixing my diet and exercising more. things are GOOD #so why does it make me feel like a cornered mouse. to talk to a friend #I mean ok I KNOW why. I might not remember it but I do remember waking up with tear tracks in elementary school #and I remember having family protocol having secret passwords for when I need to be picked up from a party right the fuck now #I KNOW what Im scared of. and I KNOW what I'll do if it happens #but fucking. fuck. I hate being scared #Im witty and charming and cute and smart. people should like me. but they dont more often than they do. and that scares me #because Im too fragile and when people pretend to like me but actually dont. well.#I did almost get forcefed glass as an 8 year old that one time #I do remember that one #and uh. needless to say? if that's the one I DO remember. reasonably wary of having friends #kinda pissed off though. that I get all shaky and panicky over. going to a party #especially when I plan to host parties when I have my own apartment #I plan to do extremely wild halloween parties with handmade candy and handcrafted playlists and costuming dress codes #I plan to be the coolest person on this fucking planet. and I cant trust anyone enough to share it with any of my friends except like. one

New game interest unlocked

(crow in bottom right belongs to @patchwork-crow-writes)

#ramarl #phantasy star online #long tag warning lol i rambled #so i was introduced to phantasy star online #i think its safe to say i really enjoy the game #thank you mr crow for showing me this game :D i have new creatures to scribble now #there shall be more of these doodles #i promise you that #meant to post this wayyyyy earlier today but uh #my car broke down :') ....again :')#last week it wouldn't turn on and the headlights weren't working so we were like ''ok this is a battery issue and i need a new one''#because jumping the car didnt fix it #so we took my old battery to a shop and they tested its charge before showing us which new one we should get #but the battery had charge???????? so we went back home to troubleshoot #and then found the hooks(?idk what they're called) that connected the battery to the car had something corroded on them #so we grabbed a can of coke and scrubbed away #hooked the battery back up and bam car was working #so the issue was those hooks #until two days ago when my car didnt work again #looked at the battery again and the hooks came loose; tightened them up and bam car working again #and now at this point I'm scared to go anywhere cause what if i get stranded on my own??#so this morning i said ''alright I'm gonna drive myself to church just to be sure that my car works''#AND WOULD YOU GUESS WHAT HAPPENED #at this point i just wish the damn battery was dead and that i could replace it and move on from this #i know they're a bit pricey but jesus this is exhausting #but i can't just buy a new battery if im not sure that's the actual problem because then I'd have a battery and nothing to do with it #i hate having a car sometimes i just want a bus system #or a jeep #but preferably a bus system #sorry rambles thats a long way of saying i didnt post this earlier because ive been working on my car lol

WARNING: MILD SPOILERS from YAKUZA SERIES [mainly Y6 and gaiden]

Poem: I've Never Wanted Kids —Ethan Jewell Games: Yakuza 3, Yakuza 6, Like a Dragon Gaiden: The Man Who Erased His Name

#aaaa i got this from a tiktok sound LOL #me whenever i see something: ok but how can i make this about yakuza TwT #ive been posting on tiktok for a over a week now #i think i can safely say im not a fan of the app or the content creating aspect of it??#idk everytime i go to the creator tools it just feels very late capitalistically dystopian to me #like you can pay for views from the app and when you watch your own video it'll pop up and it just feels weird #idk i just like making the gmvs and lil poetry edits #also the 1 minute mark when using music #i think its bc you can monetize from videos that are over a minute long so you cant monetize videos that have copyrighted music #but i dont wanna monetize off of my stupid yakuza amv bro i jsut wanna share it ughh #and it feels STUPID to post in seperate parts #im probably going to do it ANYWAYS #theres also more interaction there i like seeing everyone's comments and opinions on the games :3 #but i feel like i have to make content SPECIFICALLY for tiktok so its under a minute long #bc when i make my 3 minute long amvs its like writing an essay and you need all the paragraphs man #im not even going to put any rgg or yakuza tags for this post bc i feel my rant in the tags in a bit unhinged #this will just be for my archives lol #uh oh

Another song that's just SO Desert duo coded is The Tide by Rosendale!!

The opening hits deep with these lines🥺🥺

BUILDING CASTLES IN THE SAND U WANT US DEAD SO BAD HUH????????S SADOIWAJjkfaijw god the feels of song is so. full of grief and melancholy it is so coded yeah :(

"Sometimes dreams were meant to die, So you’re someone I have to leave behind" no im actually going insane. this feels of this song is so KSJDJauihjkisdjkfDIOjkfOWIJwfwiojk

#is.asks #going. bonkers #ok i need a tag to save this post if i ever do something about this song uh #inspo #ig???????????????

I want to visit a place i've been thinking about visiting for several months now but that's scary

#in order for things to change i need to start doing new things or doing them differently (or at least more new things than i've done so far)#but that means entering new situations but also if i never go out and meet new people i will never escape this state #but also i don't know what to expect because i've never been to a place like this where you can just hang out with others #and when i think about it it's kind of exciting but also it's still scary #so uh. ok i think i can do this i'm just worried that right before i'm planning to go i will get scared again and then won't go and-#ok i'm already catastrophizing over how bad it will feel if i fail even though it might not happen. classic #ok whatever. if i don't go i'll never know if it would have been a good idea and led to something good #or great even. so i guess i need to do this. even if it's scary #goosepost

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