Okay so my birthday was interesting.... first I had this huge gay panic when an exchange student found out it was my birthday and hugged me and kissed my cheek. As a swede it was quite a cultural clash but she was cute and I felt gay.
Then while playing games in this cafe someone passed who knew two of the girls I knew there and started flirting w them... but didn’t even give me a glance? First of, rude ? And second of all, rUDE !? Like don’t flirt and try in get in bed w my friends like pls no and then what was I ? A lamp ?
Then - yes, there is more - we have my general confusion what I feel towards this cute guy that I’ve just met in the new friend squad I’ve managed to blend into. But feelings confusing me isn’t new tho... so yeah emotional car crash but hey I’m fine !