#old host

[plurapony]

It's still raining. Why is it still raining? I did what I was supposed to. This isn't fair.

I was host. Then I wasn't. Now I am co-host, I have a place in the system now. I should be happy right? So why is it still raining.

My skin is so dry and uncared for. I have acne from stress, and large bags under my eyes. I haven't worn makeup in a long time.

I look at photos from a year ago, they make me smile and then frown. I looked so cool back then, so different from now. I feel so sad, like I missed out on the good times. I wish I could have been there.

It's still raining. The rain just won't stop. Maybe it is superficial but the thought won't leave my mind. I'm so ugly now GOD I'm so ugly now.

[jellybeanbois]

I miss my mom

She abused us

She didn't mean to...

She wasn't ready for kids

She was just a teenager

She had her own trauma to work through

She wanted a friend, not a daughter.

I'm scared. I want my mom!

But you don't want the man that comes with her.

She loves me...

But not as much as she loves a pedophile.

I need help...

-O.H.

[clutters-of-augustine]

SYSTEM MEET N GREET IS SO FIRE!!!! -ash

[god-of-suns]

stop what you’re doing.

Why? It’s so entertaining. Don’t you agree?

[god-of-suns]

I didn’t mean it. And you know it!

half of it was you and star.

mm. True. But it was funny watching you think you’re some kind of mastermind behind the scenes.

[god-of-suns]

MY TURN, BITCH. YOU FUCKING SACK OF SHIT.

oh, great. If it isn’t our master manipulator.

[tangleandthelemurs]

old host spent 30 minutes crying so now our dinner’s cold :(