#old pain

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

[linn-vicious]

[hel7l7]

I KNOW ALL THIS PAIN DOES NOT BELONG HERE

[tjandersonart]

gettin real apathetic 

[shewriteswhenthewordscome]

I was going to get up and work out, but I have to put that off till my sister gets here and unlocks my shoulder from the back and forth setting. So I guess I'll knock out this Syverson drabble that's been floating around my head.

[purecupcake]

It felt like drowning

and burning alive

at the same time

I had been broken

carved into and changed

not of my own accord

but I let it happen

It felt like being stripped

of my skin

and like seeing the light

for the first time

It felt like a dark room

no sense of direction

no glimpse of what was

or what could be

completely desolate

It felt like chaos

madness and confusion

liberating and lonely

empty space wating to be filled

Then all of the sudden

I was whole again

Rebuilt

with entirely new pieces I had collected

Out of nowhere

I could breathe

I could exist in any form

I desired

It was a garden

that took years to grow

but it felt like a light switch

quickly flipped on

Without even realizing it

I had healed