#omg venting!!!

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cordelia has all the rights to do whatever she wants, like yes slay independent woman in the 20th century, but like. she left her family. her mom, though sona actually said to follow her dreams and not stay for the baby but like. what if the baby is born while she’s still in paris 😭 worst case scenario: what if sona actually DIES while giving birth. and alastair, dear alastair. he still feels like everything is his responsability and i cannot imagine how he is going to react after finding out his sister left with the dude that has made him feel miserable for years. who is also an alcoholic. i feel like if she wasn’t so hurt by the james and grace situation she would never have left. idk im just upset COMMUNICATE PLEASE 😍

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nobody cares but like. im so excited bc im gonna be in new york for the release of ChoT (coincidence) and y’all. i live in south america and yes i could order the book but it would take ages to come (i give it two months) and i usually buy second-hand books as they are much cheaper. books also take so long to be translated, a year approximately. when qoaad was released, i waited EIGHT WHOLE MONTHS, until it was translated and sold in libraries here, and i ate all the fucking spoilers up 😭