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[3:53:52 AM] Ronja Bae: Do u ever think abt how ada at first probably loved that Murphy resembles his father so much before he died and suddenly all the love turned to hate [4:48:22 AM] Zalixe: sobs yes [4:48:25 AM] Zalixe: all the time [4:49:17 AM] Ronja Bae: I thought abt that while watching the waves 😏 [4:50:14 AM] Zalixe: that's so poetic
“no. not anymore.” his word come out as hushed, fearful, small. his hand joins hers holding it with love and care. “i am not.i don’t do that anymore. i’m not that anymore. it was all a lie.“ the instability in his voice was scaring, blue eyes landing down, fearing the grey ones. “a lie i forced myself to believe. does a kind man steal from another? no matter how much i want to tell myself it’s for john, it’s for us. no. i’m just....a shell, ada. a shell of a once kind man“
that’s the point when his tears start falling, staining her perfect marble white hands who never felt the sun. “a shell. a broken piece. i’m not.. who i was. “
@onceloving from here
alex & ada murphy A+ parents
totally not saps
things they did wrong in their lives: actually gave birth to the drama queen of the 100 john murphy wrriten by moon & r
with alex, code names will be like:
alex: from now on, we’re using code names, i’m eagle one,
green is been there, done that
ada is currently doing that
hannah is it happened once in a dream
and david miller is....... eagle two
abby is if i had to pick a friend
dave: omg
bonus: *jake griffin shows up* i’d be lying if i said i didn’t think about it is showing up
“ i’m sorry i can’t keep it in my pants, even if i try. “ he tells her, his voice hushed, not wanting his son to hear from the next door. “ i can’t help it. you know i’m trying to settle down, to be a normal man, for you, for john. but i just... can’t. “
his heart belongs here, in this small living block, but his body doesn’t. his body doesn’t care with whom it wants to. he’s feeling dirty, unworthy of this life, unworthy of this woman ready to forgive him anytime, just because she’s in love with him.
“ i guess you now who it was. “
@onceloving from here
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❛ I am not throwing away MY SHOT !! ❜
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He stared at his wife, his left hand meeting hers on his cheek, a tear falling from his eye, staining her hand. He couldn’t say anything to her, knowing that all he could articulate was a scream. A scream for her to stop, to let him do it. Because it’s his fault. Because his son was fucked up because of him, because he smoked & dunk as a teenager. Because he was fucked up. His lips found the one’s of his wife, tears staining his clothes, not wanting to let her go. But he had to let her go. And he smiled sadly at her trust, knowing that the possibility of them meeting again was thing. “ May we meet again.”
BANG ! BANG ! BANG ! BODIES HIT THE GROUND && THE YOUNG ADULT'S ATTEMPT -- OH ! HIS ATTEMPT, HAHAH ! HOW FEEBLE IT WAS ! ( FINN, STOP !! ). to echo 'gainst mind. over, over, over, over, over ----------- IT WONT STOP ! && he wants to scream. hoarse voice and all, but it doesn't come. jump / jolt / terrify. gentle touch o'shoulder causes him to shrug it off with a JOLT AWAY ! woman's hand is nothing like the memories tainted 'gainst mind. ❛ leave --- leave me alone --- alone -- MOM ! i just -- ❜ to escape any of her touch : attempts. but he's not himself. no, HE'S NOT ! HE'S DIFFERENT. quiet / distant / close to a break down. ❛ i -- i need to go lay down. ❜ ——— onceloving.
