Possession
Till now i felt there was nothing good in my life, when she knocked the doors. I have been amazed by the fact that how much change can some one bring in to you as they keep their first steps in. Time changed each day. I had no clue when i started to develop feelings of attraction towards her and when did that little feeling of attraction changed in a unshakable feeling of love and promises. Promises i had done to myself to always make her laugh, always be the guardian whenever she needs one, always be there in her worst to help her to support her to share the pain she feels yet never to be around to share the happiness as i always wish all of it to her. I am happy today even if i am hurt because i have a believe that she going to come around to ease my pain. It’s all going good, it’s all going great. I was blindly following my heart. A strange thing happened today. I am put under some serious series of questions. I am stunned. I have no answers to them. I have just lost my mind. My lips are sealed my head is down. I could deny the questions put on me but the way my heart has started to ache is the proof of that it’s all true. All i want right now is to bath in booze but i have my reasons not to do so. I am scared. I just lost my way. The only path i knew has been taken from me. I am broken and i am down, nothing feels right regardless of the fact that every thing is. I am no stone. I breath, i feel.